Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

>Reunion Time

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i'm just like a head without a body, here
Sabee, N, Dinda, Baba, Juli, Jo, Cimot and the one who took this photo: Shendy

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better one, i guess

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and this one is my favorite! you know why? yup! it's because i'm looking good! hehe

not much to say but this is my reunion with my friends
it took location in Puri Indah Mall, Wed 8 July 2009 (after the election time or "nyontreng")
we've been friends since high school senior but i've been friends with some of them since elementary
i love laughing and blabbering things with you all! i'm sure you do
but in the other side, i was sad because there were only 8 people came including me, plus at that time Puri Mall was so hectic, so we don't know what to do after had lunch and 2 hours chit chat at Platinum instead of go home
ya know, it's hard to collect all of the classmates because each of us has been separated for a long time and been frigging busy as hell or been vacationing abroad or worse, haven't got any holiday yet!
i'm happy there's nothing change between us
we're still the old us, lunatic, funny, nice, like to make fun of each other, and so on well maybe only the handphone has changed and o yea, the fashion style either, especially for the girls!
i tell ya, my friends! we should do this again next time a.s.a.p
and sorry for the half an hour late guys! you know i've always been the Miss Late =p
love y' all! xoxo =)

>Farewell MJ

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the luxurious casket layered by 14 carat gold and blue velvet inside


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Jackson brothers all wearing the same sequin gloves
from left to right: Randy, Tito, Marlon, Jackie, and Jermaine


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ex-girlfriend, Brooke Shields giving speech
mostly about their dating time when they were a couple
listening to this obviously get my heart touched!


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"Smiles though your heart is aching"
what a motivational lines!


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Usher singing Gone Too Soon


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Usher can't keep his commotion anymore and then he bursts into tears
he touched me either with his voice and reaction


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Jennifer Hudson singing Will You Be There, so powerful!


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they got his back, hugging, being a strength and a shoulder to each other
what a solid family!


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Paris hug her uncle, Marlon after he gave emotional speech about Jacko


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and this one is the most touching part of the MJ's Memorial
Paris giving sad speech in sob and tears
"I just want to say, ever since i was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine and i just want to say, i love you so much"
listening to those emotional words breaks my heart, it might be the most saddened moment that i have ever seen in my life


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every time i remember or see this part i shed my tears
and it's not one or two drips but a lot
i have watched this Public Memorial 4 times, and i cried 4 times either


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Paris bursts into tears and turning to the arms of her aunt, Janet
it's so painful yet touching to see! it's like nobody could feel what she felt inside
loss, miss, sad, all at once

In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there?
In my trials
And my tribulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart
(Will You Be There - MJ)
appeared on the wide screen on top of the stage behind Jennifer Hudson while she was singing the song

that farewell was the most watched Public Memorial that have ever seen on TV!
it was truly a heart-breaking moment and every normal person who watch this cries, i do, and i did it a lot!
well, you said This Is It but This Is not It Michael...
i wouldn't ever say goodbye to you, because it's not the end, the most wonderful part is even started...
he will live in my heart forever (i'll keep saying that to myself many times because i know deep down in my heart he is in a better place right now)
sometimes these thoughts are floating in my mind "Why an amazing, incredibly talented, an icon, King of Pop, has gone too soon? Why God take him so early when everybody were waiting for him to come back?" i'm just running out of thoughts and maybe this would be the best answer "God has done the best by taking him back to home in His side besides letting him still suffer in this cruel world, God is not mean, and God never wrong"
i'll remember you as the most genuine, humble, pure, nice, and down to earth person that has ever lived on Earth, not the one who lived a live full of controversial.
Though i haven't got a chance to see you. i guess i will never have
but your close friends, your family, your fans say that and i do believe them
other people should agree with this instead making silly and stupid rumors about you out there! it's just nonsense! can't them let you rest in peace?! o, gosh!
when i know that he'll be buried brainless, it's like "what?! those people are insane! he's dead and now his brain is taken from him." but i'm sure it's the best for him and his closest people around
let the truth be revealed soon!
there are outspokened of tears that i have shed for you
it's like "O, gosh! i'm afraid i would running out of tears and then my eyes got swollen"
at those times, seems like there is no right word can describes my feeling best
but i know i can't keep doing like this, i have to move on, and spread the joy and love that you have brought to us from times through times
i'm running out of words but all that i want to say is
i'm glad that i'm not late to enjoy your amazing talent as an artist
most of all, i still got a chance to be your fans!
i want to thank God for you and for those chances... =)
my heart goes to his children and his family as always
last, thank you so much for everything Jacko... you'll never be forgotten


>Today's Love

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wuuu... is it a bad news or a nice one?
for me, it's absolutely a very good one! haha
i'm in love for them since Twilight
and i'm thrilled to see them both dating or maybe married someday
it's still a gossip anyway! i got this from here

and here's my random pic today! so in love with them!

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look how cute they are here!

add them in FB, click this
and Megan Fox's acc too, in here

p.s: don't forget to stay tune to CNN to watch Public Memorial for Jacko this midnight, i'm sure it will be the most watched Public Memorial ever

>Made a Promise

>yesterday, because of one thing and another (sorry can't tell you here, it's a sensitive thing)
i made a promise to myself in front of God that
i would never put my parents under pressure or suffer
i would make them always happy for the rest of their life
i would do my best to help them going through anything in the future (when i'm settled)

well, have you guys ever heard this proverb "If a parents is rich, a child will be served like a king but if a child is rich, a parents will be forgotten" you see what i'm saying? more or less the meaning is like that.
seeing a grown up child who can earn he's own money and then talk in a rude way to his parents, when they need his help in financial
i know what they feel inside, they're being under pressured but their love to him beat it all
it hurts my heart and make me kinda agree with that proverb
how can a child can talk in that impolitic way to its own parents?
listen, without them, you wouldn't be here now!
they have grown you up nicely so far, giving you birth by the sweat of her brow, pay your school, university, your toys, fulfill anything you want even it's useless in the end, and always proud of us whatever we do or we've done
we couldn't choose where we want to be born but i'm sure our parents now are the best that God has given to us, that's the fact!
remember those sacrifices that my parents have done until now get me touched and made me realize all i have to do is fight for their happiness and throw away what makes them feeling down
that's why i made a promise to myself as i wrote above
and hopefully i can keep my promise until i'm settled one day
i believe with God's help i can fulfill it and prove it to everyone
that your parents are worth to fight for, to be happy for, and to be loved for
maybe it's one thing called maturation process in life =)
love you, Mom and Dad!