Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

>Words For Jacko

>I shed tears for the R.I.P legendary King of Pop, Michael Jackson
at time i realized i love him, that's the time I knew he is already gone forever
i feel lost just like his other fans in the entire world
his journey of live really touches me to the core
from the poor family he grew up, together with his 4 older brothers, grouped a band Jackson 5
he kept doing what he like, singing, dancing, then he became a solo singer liberated from his brothers
until he, as we've known for years, got more successful, won Grammy Awards many of them, and became a King of Pop, an icon! he was the first one who present the music video at MTV, without him there wouldn't be so-called music video like now
he has huge outnumbered fans world wide, he is getting richer and richer
but every good things doesn't come alone, right?
there always bad things go along with them
like a bird out from its nest, Jacko spend a lot of money to buy everything that he can afford
maybe million or even billion dollar spent in a day
until one day problems come to him
he diagnosed with skin disorder, Vitiligo and some others ill
he was accused with child sexual abuse
his marriages with LMP, said just for publicity stunt
and finally he got feuds and bankrupt
he needed to sell his Neverland and copy wright of his albums
he started to consume pain killers, be a junkie, and alcoholic

it's just a little story that i can tell about him

besides his controversial life
some his Holywood friends say that actually he's fragile, alone, and still like a child
maybe that's why he built Neverland with Peterpan, a cartoon character that never want to get old, as a mascot
it's like the accusation not enough for him, plus the diseases that he suffered, he get stressed out and depressed. he started using pain killers
seeing the news about him and his life
makes me even get sadder
i'm wondering "what has he been done? what are his sin, actually? until he needed to carry such a big burden on his shoulders?"
i think, he doesn't deserves all of that
yea, maybe he altered his face with some plastic surgeries
he's still act like a child, wasting money until at some point he bankrupt
but that's what he is... Michael Jackson! it's not even his fault
he's a good father and he even did a lot of charities, though
he deserves a good life like any of us
he might be very confidence on stage but deep inside he is alone and fragile
for such a normal guy, it's impossible to live a life like that everyday

well unlucky me, i haven't seen him directly in live concert
i guess it would never be happened
but i'm happy he is in a better place right now
God did a right action (He never get any wrong, actually) by "called" him early
i know me and other fans of him world wide like to shout this:

Why won't you wake up
I keep asking why
Now you're gone
Somewhere you're not coming back
The day you passed away
Was the day we found it won't be the same
We miss you
Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne (with some changes)

i don't know why everytime i hear one of his songs, You Are Not Alone i get sad and then my tears drop. That song are really special to me! it has a deep meaning...
and yea, Jacko you'll be missed
you're slipped away
but i'm sure your songs will be live in forever
your beautiful voice will be remembered always
his story can be a good lesson for us if we, ourselves can see the good points from that thing
wanna read Lisa Marie Presley's blog about his ex-husband? right from her Mypace click this
you can see how desperately was she to bring him back

>Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen

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the movie poster, not official, maybe fan art i guess

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one of the scenes of the movie

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at Japan premiere

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at Germany premiere

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some coffee date? click here

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share a kiss at MTV Movie Awards backstage, see this

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at Japan premiere

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hmm... who doesn't want to be guarded by a hunk army like him?!

so i watched this movie today, overall it was incredible though! but i guess the ending is kinda forced, it's like the ending is in a hurry. The killing scene of The Fallen by Optimus Prime is a lil bit too quick and easy, i think. Things that i love so much in this movie is they compactness to one another and the effect was amazing either! Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox is my favourite couple, they look match together! Love them both! I'm gonna put Shia Labeouf into my candy eye list andas a girl, i admit Megan Foz is totally hot! if i were a boy (seems like a song title, huh? it is!) i'd have crush on her. Not to mention, Josh Duhamel is also a hottie in this movie! you know what, hearing Shia Labeouf a.k.a Sam Witwicky calling my nickname, Bee makes me excited and happy, it couldn't get any better! although in fact he's calling Bumblebee his robot bodyguard.

>A Tribute To Michael Jackson

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R.I.P
Michael Jackson
1958-2009
died of: Cardiac arrest
caused: remained unknown

The world is mourning because we has lost the King of Pop, a legend, an historic icon, the greatest dancer, and the moonwalker that ever lived. A lot of people moan about this lost. Besides his controversial life and his sudden death, it's said he was humble, caring, and a good father. He took very much humanity action and did a lot of charities. I do salute to him. For me, no one can't ever change him in any kind of way. I'm the one of his fans, his songs are amazing, admire them so much! Though i only have heard few of them... from Thriller, Smooth Criminal. Black or White, Heal The World, You Are Not Alone, Will You Be There, and so on. Especially his moonwalk!
they will always be my lifetime favourite
the more i remember him, the more i get sad
remembering that there would no one in this world like him ever again
Goodbye Michael Jackson, may you rest in peace
You've been through a lot in this journey of life, you survived, and you did it in a great way
You may be not seen anymore but you are truly amazing person!
You will always be remained forever in everyone's heart as a remarkable figure
You will be missed, Jacko...

for more info about his life journey, click here
my posting doesn't enough, see the celebs responds, in this and this
enjoy his Top Ten songs, click please

>More About The Vampire Gang

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picture above is the Twilight Director's Notebook. I saw it today at the most famous book store in Indonesia (i guess) and i know i want it so much! it's like behind the Twilight scene summarized in a book! how cool is that? but unlucky me, it cost a lil bit expensive besides it's thin, so i didn't buy it. I just skimmed it though, maybe later if i success persuade my Mum to buy that book for me. Below are some pages inside of the book:

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For more info about the book click here

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and now is about the New Moon film cover, it's just been released! they look amazing here! so sexy! unfortunately i already buy the blue one =( but hey, who can repress the passion for reading so long until someone willing to wait the film cover version novel?!


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and look at Kstew on picture above! isn't she look different? all of her messy style is gone here! i found this picture when i'm browsing about the book above. it's quite a long though, taken on 2007 when she was 17, photoshoot for Vanity Fair. Wanna see the full story, click this

>To My Friend...

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Dear Yunita Syawal,
i can't afford any present for you, so i chose some birthday cakes (sorry they're just pictures though)
aren't they as cute as a button?!
if i were you, i can't decide which one i want, maybe i'd take them all! =p
well, maybe later when i earn my own money i'm gonna give you some nice presents
how if a spend a night together with Lee Min Ho or Kim Bum? hahaha... i wish!
anyway, Happy B'day once again girl!
if i'm allowed to pick a line from teen lit movie i'd say
Best Friends Forever
BFF!

that's cliche but always work, rite?!
p.s lucky me i found a b'day cake picture with candles number 20 on it!
xoxo
Bee