Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

>Late Midnight Note

>i don't know what's wrong with me
but i do feel like i'm lost
it's like something missing
and i don't know what i've become
i lost my excitement feeling, empty inside
it's not like i'm gonna cry or something
but something different, something that's not me occure inside me
i feel insecure when i'm around
i'm getting lazier every each day
i ignore my final assignments (well, everybody does)
i guess, i'm destroying myself and change to somebody else
is it what they called maturation process???
it's like some unknown big power taking control of me
i do my routine as usual... sleep late, go to uni, checked fb, blogging, watch dvds, and so on
maybe i'm depressed due to a bunch of assignments
or worse i'm stressed out because of my boring routine
or do i need a somewhat therapist to get me back to normal, i deny that for sure
at least one thing i know, i'm not crazy, no not yet
don't say i'm alone and i need a boyfriend, nah that's cliche
well, does anyone know what's going on with me???
and please tell me if i change to somebody else...
i really have no idea with all of it
as if i'm standing on the edge of a cliff, i don't know when i'm gonna be exhausted and fall down
as if i'm floating in the air, not standing on the ground with my two legs anymore
what happen to me, guys???
i need someone to tell me, that's not you anymore, you change, or anything you want to say, whatever. don't ever hesitate that...
i wished i could see myself in other's eye, other's point of view
and i promise i will fix things up
but of course you should tell me first
because i'm clueless to the core about myself

p.s: i'm happy to see Nate and Blair back together at GG episode 19, which i just watched =)

>The Cake Eaters

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i watched this movie an hour ago
i just don't get the message behind it
well, i don't know
maybe i'm the one who sleepy
or maybe the boy is not good looking, so i'm not so excited to watch
or worse the film plot is the one which boring
(please don't bash my head to the wall for the ones who love this movie)
it's just my opinion
but two thumbs up for Kstew!!! she portrayed a girl with Frederick's ataxia perfectly in this film
well, i can say it's worth a watch movie

>Net Dictionary

>just so you and I know:

ROFTL = Rolling On The Floor Laughing
ROFLOL = Rolling On Floor Laugh Out Loud
ROFTLOL = Rolling On The Floor Laugh Out Loud
ROFLMAO = Rolling On Floor Laughing My Ass Off
ROFTLMAO = Rolling On The Floor My Ass Off
LMAO = Laughing My Ass Off
PMSL = Pissing Myself Laughing

they are used to indicate great amusement

happy because i just knew new internet slang, i'm gonna use it for something amuse me much

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>Winner of The Recession

>1. Home gardening
hmmm... people are starting to grow their own food at their yard. no flowers just veggies...green finger on the go!

2. Holywood
the celebs never get tired, don't they??? new movies are keep coming

3. Bodice Rippers
books always be everyone's favorite in the spare time, at least for me

4. Condom maker
when people don't have money, what else could they do??? especially for couples, baby in the making!!!

5. Résumé Editing
get fired from one company and apply to another, the formula always been like that

6. Public universities
i have no idea with this...

7. Chocolate
it surely relieve your stress, so eat up more chocs!!!

8. McDonald's
well, it's the biggest fast-food chain and yea, it's cheap and fast!!!

9. Career development websites
people loves seeking information and friends, no wonder my bro is working on this stuff

10. At-home coffee brews
no money for Starbucks anymore... they do their own coffee

source: http://finance.yahoo.com/banking-budgeting/article/106804/10-Winners-in-the-R...