Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

>Lucky I'm not yet that into you

>What i feel lately???
brokenhearted, curious, wondering, asking...

he never text me anymore
even he doesn't reply my sms
it makes me thinking, many thoughts floating on my mind rite now
like...
is he serious???
is he playing a game on me???
is he run out of pulse???
did i make mistake to him???
he get bored with me???
or worse, he hate me???
is there someone can reply those questions???

he avoids me for sure
well at least that what i feel yesterday
i need to find out what's going on
i can't be just sitting and waiting without doing anything
it drives me crazy

i thought he could replace the old one
but i guess i am wrong
first, he was so sweet
talking with sweet words
melting me all the way
suddenly it all turned up like this

why???
is he kinda "womanizer" type???
melt every girl with his words
and then left without any reason
damn!!!
or maybe i'm the one who expect to much???
well, i have a condition called "like boys easily"
honestly i kinda hate that condition...
unlucky me it happens everytime =(

i don't know what to do
i don't want to beg his love or something like that
just trying to think positive
maybe it can help me to get out of this situation
or maybe i should shout "I don't need a man" ???
hahaha...

>Dedicated to Someone

>Wow...
today i got a new lesson
lesson for friendship
that turns my point of view 180 degrees

at first he was so annoying
he often get me on my nerve
i mean it, really
i already angry with him
with words that maybe he shouldn't deserve
but still he act like normal
like there's nothing happen

he still kind and nice to me
he still help me in every way
in study, report, project, and so on
last friday...
i also found he is a nice person to be talked with
he is so much better than her
at least he doesn't talk bout others without seeing into himself
he is not bossy, forgetfull, lazy, and u name it!!!

bottom line...
thx God for making me realize in the right time
not too late, i guess
sorry for the angry words my friend
from now on
i'll defense u from people that make fun of you
or angry with you without any reason (her)
hope everybody will see the truth
the truth that open up their eyes
the truth that say "Juan is nice and a helpfull person"

thx my dear friend =)

>Is It The Time???

>him...
the one that makes me feelin' upside down lately
haha...
he makes me feel lyke i have "butterflies in my stomach"
it's cute sometimes but it makes me sick in the other side
haven't feel like this for a long time

soo... is it good???
i think yea, it reduces my stress actually
well, lot of smile at least...

hmm... is it the time???
the time to fall in love again???
don't know
but the problem is, he's buddhist...
just take my time to see...
hope the best to come

well, I need to decide from now on
don't wanna hurt someone
because of the different of faith
but before i can decide,
better to enjoy this as long as possible!!!
hihihi...

ciao!!!

>Please stay her away from me!!!!

>I'm so excited to be back to write again
so full of spirit
especially when it comes to talk bout her
i know it's not good to pass my b'day in anger with her like this
but what the other interesting thing i can do???
hahahaha.. so listen n' read carefully!
starts...

well, i already full of her
sick n'tired to be exact
she always follow me, like there's no other thing she can do
am i her mummy or what?!
i don't need a "tail" by the way...

her mouth is also like a s***t!!
(sorry for the rude word)
always talk bout others bad habit w/o look into herself
wew... she thinks she is better than others???
hell no!!!
she is a brat spoil, bossy, lazy, n' u name it!!!

well, call me fake or watsoever
talk bout my own close friend
but i'm sure it's for her own good
wish i could talk about this directly to her
of course w/o the rude word...

help!!!
someone please...
how to make her realize that she needs to change???
i really don't have any idea what to do
please God show me the best way for taking care of this...

bee sign off...

>New semester, new life, new friends

>Wew!!! akhir na uph fest. selama 5 hari selesaiiiii!!!
Thx God... w/o U, we couldn't make it
Thx 4 everything!!!

Masuk kuliah lage d mulai ari kamis
malez seh, bgn pagi na, tapi excited jga
excited ma ank2 baru n' excited ma rasa na jadi kk klas
hehehe...

Senang na pny adek2 klas yg asik2
Malah, g skarang pny sopir n' homoan na (maap pher, rik)
They call me, "nyosar" hahaha...
I dunno wat to say
They are nice n'sweet
Prjalanan plg jd ga ngebosenin lage d

y, suw d...
lanjut kpn2 lage
bee sign off