Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Filed under: Hear My Thought

>Words For Jacko

>I shed tears for the R.I.P legendary King of Pop, Michael Jackson
at time i realized i love him, that's the time I knew he is already gone forever
i feel lost just like his other fans in the entire world
his journey of live really touches me to the core
from the poor family he grew up, together with his 4 older brothers, grouped a band Jackson 5
he kept doing what he like, singing, dancing, then he became a solo singer liberated from his brothers
until he, as we've known for years, got more successful, won Grammy Awards many of them, and became a King of Pop, an icon! he was the first one who present the music video at MTV, without him there wouldn't be so-called music video like now
he has huge outnumbered fans world wide, he is getting richer and richer
but every good things doesn't come alone, right?
there always bad things go along with them
like a bird out from its nest, Jacko spend a lot of money to buy everything that he can afford
maybe million or even billion dollar spent in a day
until one day problems come to him
he diagnosed with skin disorder, Vitiligo and some others ill
he was accused with child sexual abuse
his marriages with LMP, said just for publicity stunt
and finally he got feuds and bankrupt
he needed to sell his Neverland and copy wright of his albums
he started to consume pain killers, be a junkie, and alcoholic

it's just a little story that i can tell about him

besides his controversial life
some his Holywood friends say that actually he's fragile, alone, and still like a child
maybe that's why he built Neverland with Peterpan, a cartoon character that never want to get old, as a mascot
it's like the accusation not enough for him, plus the diseases that he suffered, he get stressed out and depressed. he started using pain killers
seeing the news about him and his life
makes me even get sadder
i'm wondering "what has he been done? what are his sin, actually? until he needed to carry such a big burden on his shoulders?"
i think, he doesn't deserves all of that
yea, maybe he altered his face with some plastic surgeries
he's still act like a child, wasting money until at some point he bankrupt
but that's what he is... Michael Jackson! it's not even his fault
he's a good father and he even did a lot of charities, though
he deserves a good life like any of us
he might be very confidence on stage but deep inside he is alone and fragile
for such a normal guy, it's impossible to live a life like that everyday

well unlucky me, i haven't seen him directly in live concert
i guess it would never be happened
but i'm happy he is in a better place right now
God did a right action (He never get any wrong, actually) by "called" him early
i know me and other fans of him world wide like to shout this:

Why won't you wake up
I keep asking why
Now you're gone
Somewhere you're not coming back
The day you passed away
Was the day we found it won't be the same
We miss you
Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne (with some changes)

i don't know why everytime i hear one of his songs, You Are Not Alone i get sad and then my tears drop. That song are really special to me! it has a deep meaning...
and yea, Jacko you'll be missed
you're slipped away
but i'm sure your songs will be live in forever
your beautiful voice will be remembered always
his story can be a good lesson for us if we, ourselves can see the good points from that thing
wanna read Lisa Marie Presley's blog about his ex-husband? right from her Mypace click this
you can see how desperately was she to bring him back

>A Tribute To Michael Jackson

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R.I.P
Michael Jackson
1958-2009
died of: Cardiac arrest
caused: remained unknown

The world is mourning because we has lost the King of Pop, a legend, an historic icon, the greatest dancer, and the moonwalker that ever lived. A lot of people moan about this lost. Besides his controversial life and his sudden death, it's said he was humble, caring, and a good father. He took very much humanity action and did a lot of charities. I do salute to him. For me, no one can't ever change him in any kind of way. I'm the one of his fans, his songs are amazing, admire them so much! Though i only have heard few of them... from Thriller, Smooth Criminal. Black or White, Heal The World, You Are Not Alone, Will You Be There, and so on. Especially his moonwalk!
they will always be my lifetime favourite
the more i remember him, the more i get sad
remembering that there would no one in this world like him ever again
Goodbye Michael Jackson, may you rest in peace
You've been through a lot in this journey of life, you survived, and you did it in a great way
You may be not seen anymore but you are truly amazing person!
You will always be remained forever in everyone's heart as a remarkable figure
You will be missed, Jacko...

for more info about his life journey, click here
my posting doesn't enough, see the celebs responds, in this and this
enjoy his Top Ten songs, click please

>Happy Father's Day

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My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.

Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.

Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.

John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.

1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.

1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.

Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.

Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.

Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.

Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.

Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.

Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.

Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.

Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.

Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.

John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.

Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.

1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.

Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.

1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.

Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.

Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.

Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?

John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

above is the letter from our Father above all fathers
read it carefully and keep an eye of it
because there's nothing like this Father in this cruel world
once again, Happy Father's Day for my beloved daddy and for all dads in the earth
but most important, Happy Father's Day to my Father in Heaven, Jesus Christ...
without you i'd be nothing, love ya dad! =) and thanks for the letter
want to see more of it click here
if i told to dedicate a song to my father i'd choose this

>Pixie Lott and Little Boots

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well, i don't know if i'm the one who out of date or they music video really are spanking new at tv
i just knew both of them like a week ago, because they appear so often at some music channels!
the music is catch my attention
besides they both are beautiful! and they are British
i guess they are look a like though
maybe you should give those pretty ladies a chance, just click here, here, and here to hear them
the last link is the acoustic version of Use Somebody by Kings Of Leon, i like it too!

>Another Tattoo Wishlist =)

>so yea i've been thinking about this for a day
and i decided to make 윤지후 (Yoon Ji Hoo) into a tattoo on a part of my body
i still can't decide it yet because i am looking for a right place yet not too eye-catching
why him? because i love him so much besides that character is the first one which touched me so deep inside...
well, everybody says it's a big no no to tattoo a name (whoever it is) on your body
it all makes sense because if something happens with the person (whose name is tattooed on your body) such a fighting between both of you then it will be your loss, to have his/her name still "carved" on your body.
but in my situation he has nothing to do with me, he's just my ideal type of boy, he's my Yoon Ji Hoo!
i don't know it's just a moment emotion or whatever but i'm sure i'll never get bored with him!
anyway, i can't promise to have it, i mean i'll do the tattoo thingy whenever i am ready
so far i'm still afraid to do it (just see my older post about tattoo)
it's just a wish list by the way!

p.s: i don't know whether the Yoon Ji Hoo in Han above is spelled right or not, if i'm wrong please tell me the right one!