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>Student's Note: Whatever!!!

>This is the one that made me angry the most today! it was totally nerve racking!
It's about an annoying-peeve-sucks-captious-40 something-lonely-miserable-pathetic man, who feels that he's always right.
I, actually we have been remained silence for like many semesters before
but I think, now is the right time to spill it out
He feels he always right, we are the one who wrong
He never listen to us without come with an argument, which lasts into a long, very long bull shit conversation
He says "change your way of thinking", in fact you are the one who have to do that
(there must be reasons, why you are not living a normal live like others, right?)
He always defend himself with bla bla bla argument,which I believe doesn't work in reality
His will, we have to follow it, even though it means we can't have any sleep in a day, even though it means we have to ignore other things and put it first, even though it will mess our arranged schedule
He asks what our complain is about, but he never take it with wide heart open. why did you ask then?!
He even never succumb once just to make us relax
He always tell us what to do (in sudden), we feel like robot!
He's taking control our life!

What are you trying to make?!
Are you gonna make our life become miserable like yours?
You are the loner, not us
You are the one who have to rearrange your lonely life
Don't spend way too much time anymore in front of monitor
but have a date! it's as simple as that
or maybe it's more complicated than just have a date to solve it all?
hm, you should change your mind set either! you hear me?! we need an example, a good one. don't just talking this and that but you show it!

I think, I did a right choice to take this as my major
to spend my 4 years in university, in a good way
everything in a balance, no stress, no harm, just do regular university life without a man controlling all of that
but to see you using your position now as a tool to attack us mentally and physically
it's definitely not my reason why I chose this, this is not what I wanted, this is not what I ever imagined to be in a university
don't make me regret my decision...
but every time you talk bullshit like you did today, makes me want to move to another suitable major rather than spend 1.5 years more as one of your students

I know you are as exhausted as we are
I know you are trying to be a good one
I know you are trying to make all of us success
but we need a life too! an other life besides this hectic life that you offer
for example: we have family, we need to spend a quality time with them, how on earth we can do that if we only like 6 hours left at home? (eat, sleep, do assignments are not excluded)
however we try to manage our time as good as we can, there never will be enough time to do all of that!

do we need to tell our parents to call you in person?
just so they can report you to your boss and you get fired? I'd do that if I can, really...
oh, I wish I were the richest man in the world, so I can told the university owner to abandon you! I mean it...

just so you know, there's a life out there, man!
life is not all about research, good scores, assignments, lab job, and stuffs
life is a lot more than that!
please we are not the same like you
whatever you are trying to do, probably you want to perk your life by f****ing our life
we don't want to end up like you, that's all we know
or maybe you are not capable anymore of being in your position now?
that's one of many questions that need to be asked

someone needs to stand up for this!
I know we are in such a difficult position, but it can't last any longer
I pray to God for you to change, to become a "real" man who has a "real" life

and next time when you talk bullshit again, I will say WHATEVER!!! ha!

>The Illustration

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does it look like me? don't care, I just know I like it much!


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the other side of the pic, it's written like this

so yea, finally what I've been waiting for, came!!!
as you can see above I just got the illustration from my blogger friend, Noemi Manalang
now I have one and I absolutely feel happy! =D (things just went out well this last 2 days)
though it's already 11 days late from my b'day but still I appreciate it much (well, who doesn't?)

I also want to say sorry for Noemi Manalang because I forgot to say happy b'day to her at 24 Sept. O, gosh! I feel like a jerk!
so, happy belated b'day dear friend! please forgive me, I can't give you anything
I'm not as talented as you are, I guess...

anyway, I'm honored to be illustrated by her
I know that she's soooo talented, for sure! I'm impressed! seriously.
I think a person with a gift like her is rare... right? you have to agree with me!
to see more of her great illustrations just visit noomie doodles fashion
last, I can't say anything rather than thank you so much... =)


>Officially 20!

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Happy Birthday to Meeee...!!!
as you all know I just turned 20
and all I wanna do is scream like this:


I'm Freaking 20 Now!!!

I reach at a point, well you know, when you were a kid you wish you are much older but when you are all grown up and older you wish you were still a kid or at least much younger than you are now. am I right?!

finally yeah finally... my age isn't started with number 1 any longer but now there's 2 in front of. I feel old, honestly...

but hey! despite thinking about age (it's just a number though), I think maturity doesn't depend on how old are you, but how you handle things in balance.

hopefully in this year, I will be better in every way that I should be.

Thanks to:
1. Jesus, He's my everything! and thank God for believe in me one more year to taste this life even more. I'm gonna keep Your light on, no matter what! Thanks so much for Your unconditional love.

2. Family: pa, ma, brothers. I know you will always accept me no matter what my condition is. yeah, all of you. I will be Wijaya's as always because I belong to this family, and thank you for that!

3. My big family: aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews. Though I'm not that close to you all but thanks for the love and pothers when we unite as one.

4. Friends: Bio 07, Petra (High, Junior, and Elementary School) which I can't mention one by one. thanks so much for helping me (a lot!) walking through days by days esp. the tough ones.
laugh, cry, giggles, anger, smiles, mad, craziness... I guess we've been sharing a lot more than we can realize.

5. All of them that have support and helped me so far, who I can't or forget to mention one by one. Thanks! =)

For all of the people that I already mentioned above, you know I love you. You are all the pieces that joint me! We got each other back for always... and thank you so so so much for the wishes!!! I'm happy and nothing can best describe my feeling now. God bless all! =)

Lotsa love,
the birthday girl,
Sabee

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p.s: I feel like an artist who got an award and then had to give speech in front of a lot people LOL

and thank you my fellow blogger Noemi Manalang for featuring me in her blog! =)

>Can I Have These on My Birthday?

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1st row from left to right: beanie, biker's jacket, shouting t-shirt, plaid shirt, animal printed t-shirt, bracelets
2nd row from left to right: statement necklace, short (under), jeggings, ripped jeans, tie dye jeans, tie dye ripped jeans, other people's love letter (book)
3rd row from left to right: lace up sneakers, moccasin, brogue, cute flat shoes, bright sandals, LA Candy by Lauren Conrad (book), Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

please pay a notice everyone!
I'm gonna be freaking 20 in two days! should I scream or laugh happily??? LOL
so basically these are things that I want as my birthday presents but if you want to give any other presents that are not listed on it, you're so very welcome! go ahead...
it doesn't need to be branded, but it has to be cute! =)
I guess you have to take me along with you to buy things that need to be measured based on my body but it's not a hard thing to do right? LOL
I made this just so to make things easier for you all, who want to give me birthday presents

thanks so much before for paying a notice on this post! and for bigger image you can visit my polyvore page!

>First and The Last Twistberry?

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yeah, so I, Yunita, Alice and Sendy went to here after we had lunch
this is he newest FroYo store at the mall


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took a pic before we make an order (captured by Sendy)
we have to wait like 10 more minutes before the FroYo is ready


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here we go! the spaghetti FroYo (new concept, I guess)
look, me and Yunita chose same toppings

overall, it taste a bit difference with the others FroYo that I've tasted so far.
the sour is kinda weird, well I don't know how they make it until it taste like that.
and the FroYo is super cool (literally), me and Yunita freezed while we were eating it.
well honestly, I kinda a bit disappointed with the lack of service.
like we have already wait for 10 minutes and the clerk said the original flavor still not ready yet so we had to eat the blueberry one.
it saved by the 50% disc!
I don't know the first time will be the last time or not but definitely I like others more than this one. Sorry to say (no offense) but that's the truth...