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>Facing Changes

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Do you afraid of change?

Most people will say yes...
We're already way too comfort in our zone even to get just a step out of it
We tend to make friends or gather around with person that share common with us
Person who connects with us easily so we can talk like almost everything without being judged

Based on what I'm thinking there are reasons why:
Because basically human being doesn't like to try
Because basically human being are afraid to be different
Because basically human being are too shy to be unique and stand out the crowd
Because basically human being are easily satisfied
Because basically human being are not a risk taker
Because basically human being are too attached with what people think or say about
Because basically human being fear to get judged
Because basically human being doesn't stay true to themselves
Let me simplify in one word, because we (human being) are afraid of change

It is very common, natural, and normal
Like people out there say, the worst regret is the risk you didn't take
or in other sentence an opportunity doesn't come twice (well, in special term it does) but normally it comes only one and when you waste it in vain, you'll face regret

If you want to grow and develop, take risk, don't get rotten (ew!) in your comfort zone
Don't be driven on what people say or think about yourself especially when they talk behind your back
It only makes you feel alone, self-centered, and nothing is right
Close your ears (just not too tightly because later you can't hear any compliment too =P)
This is your life, you are the one who have the right to decide, and they have nothing to do about it or worse to tell you what to do
Clearly they're not your creator who deserve your fully obedient and serve
When you do have opinion, don't just surrender but speak up and fight for it
Each and everyone of you are unique, so stay true to yourself
We should complete each other in a good way, instead
Just remember, it is okay to be different

Person who can't take you as who you are will leave you sooner or later
When they are leaving, don't think anything bad about yourself or being sensitive about it
It is not worth it
What do we need to make ourselves feel bad when the problem is on them?
Just cut it out and think it is their loss

People who love for who you are and God who loves you unconditionally are still with you
That what matters the most

In the end, we can see who our true friend is
Don't make the day that you should have to change be the day that you'll regret someday

If you do realize, everything will change finally
Maybe at first you are not used to it, maybe you'll cry, maybe you'll feel left behind, and so on
But later you are going to be thankful you change you before anything or anyone changes you

Why am I saying all of this thing???
Just a random thought actually
Don't believe it??? Well, my life experience teach me about this so far
Yes I'm so frightened about changes, I've been living my comfort zone for all of this time
I'm sure it happens to everyone, that's why I'm sharing it now

As I'm speaking, I encourage you to grow and develop by changing
Speak is easy, yeah I know
To do is difficult
But why don't we change our perception that changing is easy?!

Step out of your comfort zone
No matter how many step you take
No matter how far you change
The most important is you do
Because every step and change counts

So, change before anything changes you! =)


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>Thank You Boys!

>Yesterday, suddenly I was inspired by what is happening in my life around so I was kinda like got an idea to write this post...
Ever since I was born, I'm surrounded with boys. As you all know, I have two older "crazy but fun" brothers and of course a loving a father
I grow up spoiled and overprotected, it's not like I ask for it but they themselves who treat me like that since I am the only one daughter and also the youngest
Maybe that's why I make friends with boys easier than with girls, which sometimes it gives me bad trademark
Sometimes people would think I'm flirty and everything, in fact they just don't know the story behind, so I just never ever think about it even a bit, screw what people say and think about me!
When I'm around boys (note: not the one I like) everything seems so easy and I can be myself, I do feel save, and I can talk almost everything to boys that I am very close with.
Maybe because boys think with their head (rationally) not with their heart (emotionally) like girls do
I just can be me when I'm with girls who are close to me like I do have now, well only few but Thank God for them!
Boys treat me like a princess, they pamper me, and spoil me
As if I was made from porcelain, easily breakable...
I'm flattered with what all they have been done and do
Even it's a tiny winy thing which maybe for you is unnecessary like:
my father and brothers who are always there for me, men who influence me the most!
my boy friends... I can't mention their names one by one but ever since I can't remember, they do things such:
ears to listen to me nonstop, shoulders to lean on, and hands for me to hold on, even though I could be a pain in the ass but you never stop to reply my text back
hand me this, hand me that, especially when I am and was the only girl in a so-called group
to understand me, though I don't verbalize it, you know what is going on with me
to be very thoughtful, I'm sure I couldn't go in to a slaughter and take that very stinky cow rumen!
to accompany me, believe me I'll feel lonely to watch movie in cinema alone and when I haven't been picked up yet by my driver to go home!
to left me those bubblegum yogurt and chocomochi balls, even though I didn't ask for it
to be such an interesting partner to discuss artists, music, and films... that's so so nice!
to be joked and joking around together, from the neat until the dirtiest ones! LOL
to give me advices and suggestions, you guys are maturer than me sometimes!
those sweet talks, sweet treats, and gentleman act, I love it when you do!
but most of all for the L.O.V.E!!!
thank you for all of those that I mention above...
Sometimes I wish I could do more than I can do for you boys, well maybe someday I will
I know boys are creatures that can be such a nerve-racking and make my head blows like they can give you empty hopes when you put all of your hope into him
but I wouldn't change with them with anybody even with Xavier Samuel, Chace Crawford, Robert Pattinson, or any A- listed Hollywood hunk
well, okay sometimes I wish them to... but there is no guarantee that those Hollywood boys would be any better than I do have now, right?
Besides the ones I have already became a part that build me, until now
Without them, I will not ever know what creatures are boys like...
And bullshit! for someone says "you can have a pure friendship with boys, without any love feels inside you both"
I do have one like that and I'll keep it as long as I can
So once again thank you for everything boys!
I really am thank God, grateful, and blessed to have you all in my life! Wish you all will never tired with me, no matter what
I love you all and I know you love me too! =p

Well, sorry I can't make a better or more hilarious tribute for you guys, but I hope you know and understand who and what am I saying here. That's my purpose on writing this...

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p.s: It's dedicated for all of the boys in my life and soon I'll make the one for girls too, just stay tune!

>For Whoever Feels (yeah, it's you!)

>Well, I don't know where to start, I'll try to make it simple to you all...
Hm, actually I believe in this quote saying (sort of) "You don't ever know where, when, or to whom love will fall into with"
and yesterday yeah just one day ago I knew someone has a feeling towards me
I'm sure about it because I can tell apparently he's acting difference to me, ya know...
I don't know whether he's sure about his feeling it or not
but what I want to say here is... I CAN'T ACCEPT that
no matter what, sorry to say but I don't have the same feeling towards you like you do towards me
besides that, you are not my type (no offense)
I do love you JUST AS A FRIEND, A GOOD ONE, JUST LIKE ME TO OTHERS
so please... I beg you if it's needed to disappear that feelings that you have for me
please do it before everything becomes too late, before it develops into something bigger
That's the main reason why I wrote this post
If you got carried away by the flirts, so sorry... but I can assure you it's purely a JOKE
That's the way I don't want you to feel, hoping or even thinking that I do have same feeling like you do
I do love you like a friend does, that's why I don't want you to get hurt, I know that for sure
I think you get it enough already, and if it's possible I don't want to add it more
Maybe next time I should probably be more careful with my pranks, jokes, and to whom I make fun with
It has been a lesson for me ever since I knew this
I can't and I don't want mention any name in this post but for whoever feels, you got it, aren't you?
I hope you understand this and hopefully we can still be friends as usual
We start as friends and I want to keep it that way as long as possible....
no awkwardness, no offense, and no harm done
anyway, come on look for another girl! there's plenty of 'em!
thanks for the understanding and I really really hope you read this

>Officially 20!

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Happy Birthday to Meeee...!!!
as you all know I just turned 20
and all I wanna do is scream like this:


I'm Freaking 20 Now!!!

I reach at a point, well you know, when you were a kid you wish you are much older but when you are all grown up and older you wish you were still a kid or at least much younger than you are now. am I right?!

finally yeah finally... my age isn't started with number 1 any longer but now there's 2 in front of. I feel old, honestly...

but hey! despite thinking about age (it's just a number though), I think maturity doesn't depend on how old are you, but how you handle things in balance.

hopefully in this year, I will be better in every way that I should be.

Thanks to:
1. Jesus, He's my everything! and thank God for believe in me one more year to taste this life even more. I'm gonna keep Your light on, no matter what! Thanks so much for Your unconditional love.

2. Family: pa, ma, brothers. I know you will always accept me no matter what my condition is. yeah, all of you. I will be Wijaya's as always because I belong to this family, and thank you for that!

3. My big family: aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews. Though I'm not that close to you all but thanks for the love and pothers when we unite as one.

4. Friends: Bio 07, Petra (High, Junior, and Elementary School) which I can't mention one by one. thanks so much for helping me (a lot!) walking through days by days esp. the tough ones.
laugh, cry, giggles, anger, smiles, mad, craziness... I guess we've been sharing a lot more than we can realize.

5. All of them that have support and helped me so far, who I can't or forget to mention one by one. Thanks! =)

For all of the people that I already mentioned above, you know I love you. You are all the pieces that joint me! We got each other back for always... and thank you so so so much for the wishes!!! I'm happy and nothing can best describe my feeling now. God bless all! =)

Lotsa love,
the birthday girl,
Sabee

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p.s: I feel like an artist who got an award and then had to give speech in front of a lot people LOL

and thank you my fellow blogger Noemi Manalang for featuring me in her blog! =)

>Can I Have These on My Birthday?

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1st row from left to right: beanie, biker's jacket, shouting t-shirt, plaid shirt, animal printed t-shirt, bracelets
2nd row from left to right: statement necklace, short (under), jeggings, ripped jeans, tie dye jeans, tie dye ripped jeans, other people's love letter (book)
3rd row from left to right: lace up sneakers, moccasin, brogue, cute flat shoes, bright sandals, LA Candy by Lauren Conrad (book), Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

please pay a notice everyone!
I'm gonna be freaking 20 in two days! should I scream or laugh happily??? LOL
so basically these are things that I want as my birthday presents but if you want to give any other presents that are not listed on it, you're so very welcome! go ahead...
it doesn't need to be branded, but it has to be cute! =)
I guess you have to take me along with you to buy things that need to be measured based on my body but it's not a hard thing to do right? LOL
I made this just so to make things easier for you all, who want to give me birthday presents

thanks so much before for paying a notice on this post! and for bigger image you can visit my polyvore page!