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>Vomit-Talking Kind Of Boy

>The occurrence between me and that boy
inspired me to write this
you know
there's many type of boys like bad boys, metro sexual boys, nerdy boys, and so on
but i'm in hatred with this type of boys the one who insensitive with words
he is cursing, talking rude to girls, without any guilty feeling, without think about it first
he just throw it up, as if a vomit
i got it tonight
he call me a seducer or a girl who love to flirt to him at facebook
can you imagine that? i mean, that's a PUBLIC social networking
okay i admit i love to make him head over heels coz of something that i speak about
but it's not a flirting
it's just a joke
why he can't get it??? why he get it wrong???
because i do talk about that to boys but none of them take that as him
you know, claim it as a flirt
o gosh! just so you know, if i wanna do it, i can do it much better, and one thing for sure
the boy is definitely not YOU! i'm still normal and i know a lot of boys out there who is way much more good looking and better behave than YOU!!!
well, based on my experience
it often happens to a single boy especially the geek one which means live in his own world (almost get autism) and afraid of girls...
so my advice to you is get a girlfriend as soon as possible
then you will experience how good is a life can be

>Having a Vampire Boyfriend???

>Plus (+) :
1. can sense you wherever you are
2. he doesn't need to eat (less money wasted)
3. never get old (which is always good to see)
4. very strong
5. impossibly fast
6. can tell you story from the past, like what happened in a decade ago
7. hypnotizes
8. rich (because he has been looking for money for a long time)

Minus (-):
1. his heart doesn't beat
2. extremely pale
3. cold
4. can't go out at day (when the sun still up), unless you want him to get burn to flame
5. people will think you are weird because only rare people want to date vampire

i don't know anymore
it's kinda like brainstorming isn't it??? haha
i combined the plus minus from Twilight and True Blood, two great movies which has vampire in it...
well, it's just for fun after all!
and if you have any idea to add the plus or minus, don't hesitate to speak up...
because i only found few of them, enjoy! hehe

>Parents Daughter Thing

>here we go
they were arguing, wondering, n' of course talking about thing that for me is useless
guess what??
"how come an almost 20-year old girl like me, don't have anyone to date with" (a.k.a a boyfriend)
just so you know, this has been a subject since yesterday, the only one subject that they will never get bored
a subject that bother me n' i never really so comfortable to talk about
it's like you know too personal n' i don't get use to talk about it to my own parents
because i believe, they even never have taught me and my bros how to tell about this damn thingy to them
maybe i'm good at every subjects to talk about unless this one
i'm sure i will be more comfy to talk about boys with any other girl in my age
owww, mum dad sorry to tell ya but i know what i'm talking about
i admit some of my friends know me more than the way you both know me
i'm not trying to hide something from you (well, actually i'm hiding a lot of things)
but it's just... you know everybody has their own secret, hm something that nobody knows
i do have it... n' i want to keep it in that way
hope you understand...
but don't tell me you both long for some grandchildren
hellowwww??? i have brother, 2... just go get and talk to them
then why they are so hurry to see me have a boyfriend???
shoot!!! why don't they provide me with the best stuffs ever???
so i can attract boys easily
or maybe i need to be a kinda way of slut type of girl to attract boys?? nah, that's not me!!
okay, i admit i've been way too picky for boys without look myself in the mirror
but can't i just search and get the best one for me??? i hope i deserve it
o gosh, i wish i had a telepathy ability just so i can read people's mind
like you know Sookie Stackhouse in Trueblood or the cops guy in Heroes who i forgot the name
of course with a control on that
well, i guess i'm blabbering too much already
so i better end it up here...

before i signed out
i want to know that do you ever have thing like this???
i mean, do you have any nosy parents who love asking you about boy and stuffs???
i'd like to see your opinion, comment, suggest, or anything

>Late Midnight Note

>i don't know what's wrong with me
but i do feel like i'm lost
it's like something missing
and i don't know what i've become
i lost my excitement feeling, empty inside
it's not like i'm gonna cry or something
but something different, something that's not me occure inside me
i feel insecure when i'm around
i'm getting lazier every each day
i ignore my final assignments (well, everybody does)
i guess, i'm destroying myself and change to somebody else
is it what they called maturation process???
it's like some unknown big power taking control of me
i do my routine as usual... sleep late, go to uni, checked fb, blogging, watch dvds, and so on
maybe i'm depressed due to a bunch of assignments
or worse i'm stressed out because of my boring routine
or do i need a somewhat therapist to get me back to normal, i deny that for sure
at least one thing i know, i'm not crazy, no not yet
don't say i'm alone and i need a boyfriend, nah that's cliche
well, does anyone know what's going on with me???
and please tell me if i change to somebody else...
i really have no idea with all of it
as if i'm standing on the edge of a cliff, i don't know when i'm gonna be exhausted and fall down
as if i'm floating in the air, not standing on the ground with my two legs anymore
what happen to me, guys???
i need someone to tell me, that's not you anymore, you change, or anything you want to say, whatever. don't ever hesitate that...
i wished i could see myself in other's eye, other's point of view
and i promise i will fix things up
but of course you should tell me first
because i'm clueless to the core about myself

p.s: i'm happy to see Nate and Blair back together at GG episode 19, which i just watched =)

>Sunday's Preach

>http://www.youtube.com/get_player

video title: Father's Love Letter
today's preach topic is The Loving God
which you can see that in this video
my priest presented it in this morning
and almost everybody cried, well i do every single time i watch it
it's the fact that touches me, deep down in my heart
maybe sometimes people (including me) are too busy to realize that...
"do with all your heart, or it will be meaningless, because God love us with all His heart"
no doubt about it!!!
actually i have seen this one in an webpage format not in a video like above
and yea, it increases the touchable meaning behind it...
everytime i'm down or in trouble, i look at it, for sure...