Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Filed under: Me Personally

>A Day...

>this is what happened to me today:

morning ->
as far as i remember this is my first time not having breakfast since i go to uni
wow! so historic! that quiz was already get on my nerve
it made me not in the mood for sure
and she really2 ruin my day since this day started

afternoon->
got a morning shift for biotech stand
which is useless since only a few people came to visit
but me and others learned for quiz instead watching over that stand
and i couldn't stand my starve anymore, so i got breakfast-lunch all at once
at the end of the class, she keep speaking and speaking as if everybody listen to her
in fact, only few did...
then i found i got my periodic!!! yeah, right...
she increased the ache ten times more, like a pain-inducer made only for me

evening->
before got home, i bought new episodes of 90210
i watched it and i guess this is my only cure for this day
at least it reduces my ache a bit
what can i say??? i loooveeeee... these episodes!!!!
besides there are new hottie!!! really an eye candy!!! name: Matt Lanter

>It's Edited

>i edited something on my old written
i'm not gonna mention any person name in my blog anymore
i never ever think it could be way like this
i just want to express my feeling in this blog
to prevent me overreact
not to let loose out my personal life or something
nothing more...
maybe it's my fault never think about the risk
it's never come into my mind
or maybe it's anybody else's fault not to shut up their mouth closely enough

so, yea i kinda disappointed on someone today
even the person i could believe in, did this to me
i know he didn't mean to do that
but it's like opened up my wound again when i was hearing those words
that is the very last thing on earth i wanna do
it's more than enough for me, when he comes into my mind suddenly, when i hear his name being mentioned, or when i see him around...
i don't need it any more
and i know i can't let it happen again
that's why i wrote this thing

>Clones??? =p

>>++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: c ****, cw na ******* dy ngerasa kesaing gtu klo ad cw yg pny style lbi ok dr dy hahaha, lucu bgt, bkin dy sirik gtu lsg dicari aj lowh, klo g ato tmn g bli baju ato sepatu yg bgs gtu dy blg na "biasa aj ah", tp ujg2 na nyari tp tetep aj jd aneh, klo dipake ma dy
Elvin says: wkwkwwkwkwk if you'r talkin about your style... i really like yo style
...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: really? thx ap yg ngebuat loe suka?
Elvin says: wkwk evrythin bgs aj jatony, walo lu kadang tampak srabutan

...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: u really know how to make me blushing for sure, again n again
Elvin says: wkwkwkkw ga la, gw cuma muji jujur koq

...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: srabutan??? abiz muji dijatoin lage dasar haha thx aniwei

Elvin says: wwkkwkwkkwkwkwk maxud gw, lu tampak modest yet stylich ga kaya org yg suka maxa..
...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: wow! can i save this conversation? so i can see it over again? haha thx vinz
Elvin says: yeap go ahed..
...
->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: mgkin c **** mo niru gaya g x (geer gtu), sejak ******* na masi suka dket2 g
Elvin says: wkwkwkwk mayb..

...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: ihhhzzz...

Elvin says: but i gez lu ttep bgsan d.
clones can never beat d originall
...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: i'm flying now if i had wings wow! thx
Elvin says: wkwk
..
.->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: i keep dat in mind that's why u said to me "stunning, as usual"
Elvin says: yeah, heh
...->++ B ++<-... "Everything will change, love remains the same" says: rmmber?
Elvin says: i like yo style, remember!
...
->++ B ++.<
enuff that thing

...end of conversation...

thx so much for Elvin Oliver Sudiro ^^,
he's like a morphine
addicted
make me fly
boost up my mood
xoxo best dude,
Bee

>Random Facts

>1. for a girl, i'm a lazy one (well my dad often say that) need proof, anyone?? when it comes to holiday or weekend, i often take a bath once in a day... is it dirty enough for a girl??? you judge!

2. i loveee... reading at midnight, when there's silent overwhelmed me, it's the very right time to read!!! and it's hard for me to stop!!!

3. i can't live without my family! no one can separate me from them. Even though my parents and my brothers sometimes are really suck and get into my nerve but i love them anyway, that's all that matters. Well, family are the best place to be guys...

4. sometimes i feel like i don't belong to biotechnology (major that i take at uni), when i have difficult time or bad marks and i ever thought to move and take another majority, i do cry. but hey, i'm still here getting through hard times and i success!!! =)

5. i often feel inferior with myself, it's about the acne thing... especially when i'm standing or walking with a beautiful skin girl. and sometimes i think this is the reason why boys dont' want me to be her girlfriend or something. =( but when i look once again, hey this is me no matter what, i'm proud of it!

6. i'm proud and love my friends so much! i learn a lot from them about anything. and then i know which one is the real friend or the fake one and i often get startled with something new that i find in them...

7. my plan recently: give the boys valentine's choc! hehe...

8. connected to number 4, if i didn't take biotech, maybe i'd go with literature or design or maybe psychology... i feel like i have a little bit talent on those things

9. i do have abnormal kinsfolk. i have a transgender (he already become she now) and the drug dealer one (he tasted jail and leave it all behind). and i accept them as a human diversity in my big family

10. i never have a human-idol, i mean it. i never really get into something too much. like celebs, sport athlete, world leader, and stuffs. when i found that i like them, i just like them. but i will forget it fast.

11. i already think about what my children names to be. haha... silly isn't it?? Shevalie (for girl) and Caius, Tristan, or Nahuel (for boy).

12. i found the greatest gift a woman can have is to be a mom. i often think what is it like, when i'm pregnant later and get deliver a baby, i think it would be amazing!!

13. there are so many things that i wanna try, most of all to be a model (my narcisstic controls this) or a movie-maker, i guess it's cool if you can produce a good movie.

14. i do imagine this, when it comes to my time to die, who will cry for me? the littlest one and a lot one? who will lost me? and so on...

15. and if i had a time machine, i would turn it back to the past, to fix my mistakes and to the future, so i could see what my life is going to be later...

16. my another biggest dream is open a sweets but low calorie shop, everything's sweet has to be there. cupcake, ice cream, candy, n' they have to be so cute!!!

17. i'd love to take any other language course besides English, like Spanish or French. wow! it would be nice to speak on those languages! but unfortunately, my parents won't let me to, the say "who are you gonna speak with in those languages?" sigh...

continueee... i will keep updating it...

>Thanks to Mr. Yohanes Surya

>well, hey!
i got a chance to take a picture with the famous physicist, Mr. Yohanes Surya
wow! what a chance!!!
so, he came this afternoon to give a seminar at my church

kinda can't believe, a very busy man like him could make it
i'm touched with his story
especially when he told us the first moment Indonesia got gold medals in S'pore at 2006
he has the video too... my tears almost dripped down
i guess it's a good "angpau" for me in this year Chinese New Year...