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>My Favourite One!

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so many pictures that my bro took at new year's eve but this one is my favourite!
let's take a look...
we were all very natural, naturally-silly I guess
only Andre succeed to jump! and Chris, I have no idea what the hell is he doing?! hahaha... we should do this thing more often bro, it's fun!
location: at very quite midnight Pelita Harapan University

>New Year's Resolution of Me

>hmmm... like other ppl, here's my new year's resolution:
- life healthier (no more sleep late, eat more yoghurt, do some exercise)
- become more diligent, so i won't feel the fear n' the curiosity anymore while waiting my marks be uploaded
- update this blog more often =)
- find more new friends (boyfriend included) hehe
- taking care my body and my hair more (wear lotion, scrub, hair spa more often)
- be a better person

what else??? blank suddenly!
anyway, hopefully i can stick with it through the year!!
ciao!

>Lucky I'm not yet that into you

>What i feel lately???
brokenhearted, curious, wondering, asking...

he never text me anymore
even he doesn't reply my sms
it makes me thinking, many thoughts floating on my mind rite now
like...
is he serious???
is he playing a game on me???
is he run out of pulse???
did i make mistake to him???
he get bored with me???
or worse, he hate me???
is there someone can reply those questions???

he avoids me for sure
well at least that what i feel yesterday
i need to find out what's going on
i can't be just sitting and waiting without doing anything
it drives me crazy

i thought he could replace the old one
but i guess i am wrong
first, he was so sweet
talking with sweet words
melting me all the way
suddenly it all turned up like this

why???
is he kinda "womanizer" type???
melt every girl with his words
and then left without any reason
damn!!!
or maybe i'm the one who expect to much???
well, i have a condition called "like boys easily"
honestly i kinda hate that condition...
unlucky me it happens everytime =(

i don't know what to do
i don't want to beg his love or something like that
just trying to think positive
maybe it can help me to get out of this situation
or maybe i should shout "I don't need a man" ???
hahaha...

>Dedicated to Someone

>Wow...
today i got a new lesson
lesson for friendship
that turns my point of view 180 degrees

at first he was so annoying
he often get me on my nerve
i mean it, really
i already angry with him
with words that maybe he shouldn't deserve
but still he act like normal
like there's nothing happen

he still kind and nice to me
he still help me in every way
in study, report, project, and so on
last friday...
i also found he is a nice person to be talked with
he is so much better than her
at least he doesn't talk bout others without seeing into himself
he is not bossy, forgetfull, lazy, and u name it!!!

bottom line...
thx God for making me realize in the right time
not too late, i guess
sorry for the angry words my friend
from now on
i'll defense u from people that make fun of you
or angry with you without any reason (her)
hope everybody will see the truth
the truth that open up their eyes
the truth that say "Juan is nice and a helpfull person"

thx my dear friend =)

>Is It The Time???

>him...
the one that makes me feelin' upside down lately
haha...
he makes me feel lyke i have "butterflies in my stomach"
it's cute sometimes but it makes me sick in the other side
haven't feel like this for a long time

soo... is it good???
i think yea, it reduces my stress actually
well, lot of smile at least...

hmm... is it the time???
the time to fall in love again???
don't know
but the problem is, he's buddhist...
just take my time to see...
hope the best to come

well, I need to decide from now on
don't wanna hurt someone
because of the different of faith
but before i can decide,
better to enjoy this as long as possible!!!
hihihi...

ciao!!!