Something That's Me http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com I want it to be Immortelle posterous.com Sat, 19 Feb 2011 09:20:00 -0800 Tiny but True http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/tiny-but-true http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/tiny-but-true

This time I'm gonna share you my newest find...

So here's the thing, I was like browsing pics for my tumblr at vi.sualize.us when I see these images say I love. bla bla bla with number on top of it and others was written Things That Make Me Smile After I clicked it and treasured it, I found those amazing pictures are from tinydolls That's a tumblr with images saying what you love, what you hate, things that make you smile and any other things too that related to your daily life

As I said before there are some that I agree because they say truth, like: 3. I love When chopsticks come apart perfectly. 5.I love Changing the channel during commercial breaks then flipping back just as the show's starting. 6. I love When batteries are included. 7. I love When your friend make sure you go home safe after dropping you off at the end of the night. 9. I love Finally taking the perfect pictures. 10. I love When it feels like the lyrics to the song you're listening to were written just for you. 13. I love Looking at the clock right at 11:11. 15. I love Drawing on steamy mirror with your fingers. 18. I love Squeezing through a door as it's shutting without touching it. 21. I love That moment at a restaurant after you see your food coming from the kitchen and before it lands on your table. 22. I love Rubbing someone's newly shaved fuzzy head. 23. I love When you sneeze and a stranger says bless you. 25. I love The final seconds of untangling a really big knot. 36. I love When someone pronounces your name right on the first try. 37. I love Seeing an old couples who are still in love. 38. I love When you know your TV remote so well you don't need to look at the buttons. 44. I love Cracking an egg perfectly. 45. I love The feeling of scrunching sand on your feet. 50. I love Coming home after a long day to the smell of someone cooking dinner. 53. I love The smell of rain.

What I'm trying to say here is, maybe they are tiny winy moments that make us feel "well, it's just normal or nothing special with it" But realize it or not those tiny moments are the one who brings you life and colors it We should be thankful for them! I personally be thankful to God that I'm still be able to see those tiny moments and appreciate them as parts that complete my life It's like "I couldn't agree more!" when I see and read those images

So, do you feel the same way that I do? Take a moment back and think about it guys

Well honestly, they inspire me to write my own "I love..."

For more images click tinydolls and hope you enjoy them!

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http://posterous.com/images/profile/missing-user-75.png http://posterous.com/users/heOoRYMPkdNAm Sabrina Ria Wijaya Sabee Sabrina Ria Wijaya
Wed, 02 Feb 2011 06:15:00 -0800 The Romantics (2010) http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/the-romantics-2010 http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/the-romantics-2010

Pfiuhhh... It's been over a month since I last updated my blog

Until I found this as my new inspiration So, I'm about to tell you about movie I watched recently But before that, let me take you enjoy these pics first Just scroll your mouse goes down
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The movie poster, I got the other version than the original
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I guess it's one of the behind the scenes, a moment before holy matrimony is held
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The maid and male of honor
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Some of the main casts
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The movie is based on this novel with the same title, oh how I'd love to have one!
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Maybe I'll set this pic as my computer background soonWell, few days ago I watched this movie called The Romantics As you can see on those pics above already revealed the poster, casts, novel and beautiful scene! When I first see the trailer on apple.com, I directly couldn't wait to watch it There's something about it that attracts me, that makes me interested At that time I didn't know who are the complete casts besides of course the main characters Josh Duhamel, Katie Holmes and Anna Paquin I can say I really really don't know whether is the synopsis or the scene that drawn me into And guess what?! Walaaaa... my feeling is right! I often has this kinda feeling when I see the trailer of a movie or when I read the synopsis of a novel that when I watch or read it I know this thing would be great. I can't explain the feeling you know maybe it's called intuition or another sharpness that's in me =P Back to the movie... This movie has pretty great story, with beautiful scenes to die for and not to mention amazing actresses and actors too! So, this movie is about seven close friends reunite for the wedding of two of their friends, problem arise because the bride and the maid of honor have had a long rivalry over the groom (IMDb) Maybe you think it's a little bit cheesy or cliche but this movie definitely made me happy and smile after I finished watching it =) I took a bit time to google where the movie shoot took place and the result says it's in Southold New York. Whoaaa... I'm really2 falling in love with those view! That's my favorite things from the movie If you asked me who's my favorite character there, I'd say Tripler who is played by Malin Akerman. What I love about Tripler is, she is very laid back and fun! Hahaha Obviously, they all play each of their character amazingly I'm just a bit disappointed to the ending, it's like hanging ( I was like it's that it?!) and I'm hoping for the sequel hehe After all, this movie is worth to watch! Enough said about the movie I guess... Now I'm gonna spill out about what I've been up to Well, I've been busy doing my research for my bachelor thesis. Actually everything is hanging on a thread like again for me and some of my friends What's even worse is my condition is not so good lately, my ulcer, dizziness and nausea all together starts to kill me slowly hand in hand But no worries I'm still me! =) Anyway, I need to stop here because my Gossip Girl streaming is finished! So, pray for me guys for everything is gonna be fine and under control See you all in my upcoming posts!

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http://posterous.com/images/profile/missing-user-75.png http://posterous.com/users/heOoRYMPkdNAm Sabrina Ria Wijaya Sabee Sabrina Ria Wijaya
Sun, 19 Dec 2010 15:26:00 -0800 Highlight Of The Week http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/highlight-of-the-week http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/highlight-of-the-week
Hmmm... Where do I have to start? Because there are some highlight of this week that of course make me happy =) Let's start from the earliest that happened, I guess
As I've tweeted about, I had my final test of 7th semester this week, which is like my last final test of my university life and thank God everything went well. Even though I don't know the result is but I'm really really hoping for the best And when I'm passing through the bookstore at my university last Friday, I met my thesis adviser and she said that I could continue my internship topic and make it to my thesis topic I was like seriously?! yaaayyyy!!! I don't need to waste my time to start a new topic, that's the important thing. More over, she still wanna be my thesis adviser because she still master the topic. Awesome isn't it?! =D That's the second good news The third one is, I finish my internship report and it is in hard cover too! My months and months hard work is paid off! Thinking that it's gonna be a standard for my juniors, it makes me proud! =)
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Then, the fourth one is you know my older bro was out of town to have holiday with his friends. He spent a whole week in Bali! So jealous of him especially when he say that he went diving (really made me jaw dropping!). And he brings some souvenirs for me and my family when he got home! You know what, I got a pinky kinda sexy flowery summer dress! Sorry no picture (just because I want to make you all curious hahaha)
Last but not least good news is, I've watched Charlie St. Cloud on DVD yesterday Yup, the one who's starring the yummy Zac Efron and the pretty Amanda Crew I looooveeee this movie not just because the story is unpredictable and different but also because it's meaningful, I got many good lessons! In short, this movie is about second chances from God that given to a man named Charlie St. Cloud. Why him? That's the Q he has to answer. Because you know, God just doesn't show up meaninglessly... He always has reasons Over all, this movie is must watch! I'm sure you'll get good lesson/s just like I do! Not to mention, the view is also ah-ma-zing!!!
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I mean this view: (Are you drooling right away? :9)
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At last, this post end here I know this is a long post, it's been a long time I haven't posting this long Anyway, Christmas holiday is coming! Can't wait for Christmas! Do you guys have any plan? Or not yet just like me? Haha Tell me either one... I really wanna know! Well, see you guys in my upcoming posts! I'm gonna share you about my Christmas this year Just wait and see!

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Fri, 17 Sep 2010 17:12:00 -0700 >More Than 20 http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/more-than-20 http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/more-than-20 >
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Yup! It's 18 September 2010 means that 21 year ago I was born in this world
So,
Happy B'day To Me!!!
Can't believe I'm already 21 this year, suddenly feel like an old hahaha

Do you wanna see my wish list? Promise I'm gonna keep it simple and clean slate. Here they go!

  • Growing more and closer to God, it is an absolute!Including no absent in reading Upper Room anymore!
  • Be a bless for everybody around me
  • Loving my parents, brothers, big fam, and friends more
  • Be more mature, well I know I'm not a teenager anymore :P
  • Stop being a procrastinator a.k.a be more diligent
  • Be more confident, this is what a girl needs for sure!
  • Do exercise! This is a must even I need to force myself to
  • Living a more healthy life geez...
  • Help people in need more
  • Stop being consumptive
I guess those are the major ones, I forgot the minority wishes or maybe that's all

Now the thank yous I wanna say to first of all of course my God... Thanks for giving me another year and for Your unconditional love which always be there for me. Love you dear God
And then I wanna thank you to you all! Who had or has been a part of my life. Realize it or not, I'm now because of you all too =)

But, I guess what makes me happy lately is I can help my mom through this no-maid time
I learned a lot of things and I do it for the first time in my life
Okei, outside maybe I grumpy often but inside there's such happy feeling that says "wow, bee you're such a helping hand!"
From don't know anything now I know things in my house how to do this and that. I know it might sounds little for you, because I just can do basic things only but it is a real progress for me.

Even a bunch of assignments are in front of my eyes waiting to be done but pls pls let me put them aside on my precious day, today teehe...
But yeah, you know me, they're still haunting on my mind tho, won't go anywhere :(

Once again, thank you for the b'day wishes guys! Really appreciate it! My b'day won't be completed without wishes from you, I'm sure.

And hopefully I get a great one this year!

Well, it is already passed midnite
I guess I need to stop talking here and now it's your turn to give me gift! Hahaha...
XOXO
Bee


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http://posterous.com/images/profile/missing-user-75.png http://posterous.com/users/heOoRYMPkdNAm Sabrina Ria Wijaya Sabee Sabrina Ria Wijaya
Thu, 16 Sep 2010 15:18:00 -0700 >Handwriting Wizard http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/handwriting-wizard http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/handwriting-wizard >

My friend asked me to test the meaning of my handwriting which is related to my personality

So, I gave it a try on Handwriting Wizard and I posted the result here:

This personality profile is based on the writing of Sabrina Wijaya created at the website: Handwriting Wizard.com - Handwriting University's Official automated personality report creator based on standardized basic personality traits as taught through Handwriting University's Certification Level Program.

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Sabrina uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Sabrina does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise.

Sabrina will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Sabrina is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

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Sabrina tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Sabrina writes tiny all of the time, she will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Sabrina will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. she might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When she is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and her ability to focus is incredible. When she says "she didn't hear you", she really means, she didn't hear you.

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Sabrina will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Sabrina believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

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Sabrina will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

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In reference to Sabrina's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Sabrina slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Sabrina can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

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Sabrina is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Sabrina basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

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Sabrina has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Sabrina's y or g is large and opens up to the left side of the page. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Sabrina has regarding sex and physical things. So, her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop is incomplete and extends to the left, this indicates a particular fascination with certain aspects of sexuality that have not been fulfilled, yet. In a nutshell, Sabrina is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once.

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For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Sabrina has left lots of white space on the all four borders of the paper. Sabrina fills up just the center area of the page. If this is true, then Sabrina has a particular shyness toward people and a fear of moving too fast in any direction. In some cultures, respecting people, rules, and adhering to protocol are ways of life.

The right side of the page represents the future and the left side represents the past. Sabrina seems a bit stuck in the middle, afraid to take action.

Sabrina seems to have a fear of looking bad or of crossing boundries. It will be easy to work with Sabrina on a team, because Sabrina will usually follow the rules. However, this desire to respect the boundries can often be construed as a lack of confidence and people will walk over Sabrina if she is not careful.

IMO, it's pretty much explain about myself so I agree with it hehe but I don't know about the sexuality thingy (plainly innocent said) haha

Well, what do you think about what's written above? Is it match to me?

And c'mon folks give it a try also! It's a nice thing to do though =D

Whether it is a match to you, it's just for fun anyway!

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Mon, 23 Aug 2010 15:51:00 -0700 >Facing Changes http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/facing-changes http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/facing-changes >
Do you afraid of change?

Most people will say yes...
We're already way too comfort in our zone even to get just a step out of it
We tend to make friends or gather around with person that share common with us
Person who connects with us easily so we can talk like almost everything without being judged

Based on what I'm thinking there are reasons why:
Because basically human being doesn't like to try
Because basically human being are afraid to be different
Because basically human being are too shy to be unique and stand out the crowd
Because basically human being are easily satisfied
Because basically human being are not a risk taker
Because basically human being are too attached with what people think or say about
Because basically human being fear to get judged
Because basically human being doesn't stay true to themselves
Let me simplify in one word, because we (human being) are afraid of change

It is very common, natural, and normal
Like people out there say, the worst regret is the risk you didn't take
or in other sentence an opportunity doesn't come twice (well, in special term it does) but normally it comes only one and when you waste it in vain, you'll face regret

If you want to grow and develop, take risk, don't get rotten (ew!) in your comfort zone
Don't be driven on what people say or think about yourself especially when they talk behind your back
It only makes you feel alone, self-centered, and nothing is right
Close your ears (just not too tightly because later you can't hear any compliment too =P)
This is your life, you are the one who have the right to decide, and they have nothing to do about it or worse to tell you what to do
Clearly they're not your creator who deserve your fully obedient and serve
When you do have opinion, don't just surrender but speak up and fight for it
Each and everyone of you are unique, so stay true to yourself
We should complete each other in a good way, instead
Just remember, it is okay to be different

Person who can't take you as who you are will leave you sooner or later
When they are leaving, don't think anything bad about yourself or being sensitive about it
It is not worth it
What do we need to make ourselves feel bad when the problem is on them?
Just cut it out and think it is their loss

People who love for who you are and God who loves you unconditionally are still with you
That what matters the most

In the end, we can see who our true friend is
Don't make the day that you should have to change be the day that you'll regret someday

If you do realize, everything will change finally
Maybe at first you are not used to it, maybe you'll cry, maybe you'll feel left behind, and so on
But later you are going to be thankful you change you before anything or anyone changes you

Why am I saying all of this thing???
Just a random thought actually
Don't believe it??? Well, my life experience teach me about this so far
Yes I'm so frightened about changes, I've been living my comfort zone for all of this time
I'm sure it happens to everyone, that's why I'm sharing it now

As I'm speaking, I encourage you to grow and develop by changing
Speak is easy, yeah I know
To do is difficult
But why don't we change our perception that changing is easy?!

Step out of your comfort zone
No matter how many step you take
No matter how far you change
The most important is you do
Because every step and change counts

So, change before anything changes you! =)


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Sun, 15 Nov 2009 14:13:00 -0800 >Thank You Boys! http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/thank-you-boys http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/thank-you-boys >Yesterday, suddenly I was inspired by what is happening in my life around so I was kinda like got an idea to write this post...
Ever since I was born, I'm surrounded with boys. As you all know, I have two older "crazy but fun" brothers and of course a loving a father
I grow up spoiled and overprotected, it's not like I ask for it but they themselves who treat me like that since I am the only one daughter and also the youngest
Maybe that's why I make friends with boys easier than with girls, which sometimes it gives me bad trademark
Sometimes people would think I'm flirty and everything, in fact they just don't know the story behind, so I just never ever think about it even a bit, screw what people say and think about me!
When I'm around boys (note: not the one I like) everything seems so easy and I can be myself, I do feel save, and I can talk almost everything to boys that I am very close with.
Maybe because boys think with their head (rationally) not with their heart (emotionally) like girls do
I just can be me when I'm with girls who are close to me like I do have now, well only few but Thank God for them!
Boys treat me like a princess, they pamper me, and spoil me
As if I was made from porcelain, easily breakable...
I'm flattered with what all they have been done and do
Even it's a tiny winy thing which maybe for you is unnecessary like:
my father and brothers who are always there for me, men who influence me the most!
my boy friends... I can't mention their names one by one but ever since I can't remember, they do things such:
ears to listen to me nonstop, shoulders to lean on, and hands for me to hold on, even though I could be a pain in the ass but you never stop to reply my text back
hand me this, hand me that, especially when I am and was the only girl in a so-called group
to understand me, though I don't verbalize it, you know what is going on with me
to be very thoughtful, I'm sure I couldn't go in to a slaughter and take that very stinky cow rumen!
to accompany me, believe me I'll feel lonely to watch movie in cinema alone and when I haven't been picked up yet by my driver to go home!
to left me those bubblegum yogurt and chocomochi balls, even though I didn't ask for it
to be such an interesting partner to discuss artists, music, and films... that's so so nice!
to be joked and joking around together, from the neat until the dirtiest ones! LOL
to give me advices and suggestions, you guys are maturer than me sometimes!
those sweet talks, sweet treats, and gentleman act, I love it when you do!
but most of all for the L.O.V.E!!!
thank you for all of those that I mention above...
Sometimes I wish I could do more than I can do for you boys, well maybe someday I will
I know boys are creatures that can be such a nerve-racking and make my head blows like they can give you empty hopes when you put all of your hope into him
but I wouldn't change with them with anybody even with Xavier Samuel, Chace Crawford, Robert Pattinson, or any A- listed Hollywood hunk
well, okay sometimes I wish them to... but there is no guarantee that those Hollywood boys would be any better than I do have now, right?
Besides the ones I have already became a part that build me, until now
Without them, I will not ever know what creatures are boys like...
And bullshit! for someone says "you can have a pure friendship with boys, without any love feels inside you both"
I do have one like that and I'll keep it as long as I can
So once again thank you for everything boys!
I really am thank God, grateful, and blessed to have you all in my life! Wish you all will never tired with me, no matter what
I love you all and I know you love me too! =p

Well, sorry I can't make a better or more hilarious tribute for you guys, but I hope you know and understand who and what am I saying here. That's my purpose on writing this...

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p.s: It's dedicated for all of the boys in my life and soon I'll make the one for girls too, just stay tune!

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http://posterous.com/images/profile/missing-user-75.png http://posterous.com/users/heOoRYMPkdNAm Sabrina Ria Wijaya Sabee Sabrina Ria Wijaya
Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:28:00 -0700 >For Whoever Feels (yeah, it's you!) http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/for-whoever-feels-yeah-its-you http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/for-whoever-feels-yeah-its-you >Well, I don't know where to start, I'll try to make it simple to you all...
Hm, actually I believe in this quote saying (sort of) "You don't ever know where, when, or to whom love will fall into with"
and yesterday yeah just one day ago I knew someone has a feeling towards me
I'm sure about it because I can tell apparently he's acting difference to me, ya know...
I don't know whether he's sure about his feeling it or not
but what I want to say here is... I CAN'T ACCEPT that
no matter what, sorry to say but I don't have the same feeling towards you like you do towards me
besides that, you are not my type (no offense)
I do love you JUST AS A FRIEND, A GOOD ONE, JUST LIKE ME TO OTHERS
so please... I beg you if it's needed to disappear that feelings that you have for me
please do it before everything becomes too late, before it develops into something bigger
That's the main reason why I wrote this post
If you got carried away by the flirts, so sorry... but I can assure you it's purely a JOKE
That's the way I don't want you to feel, hoping or even thinking that I do have same feeling like you do
I do love you like a friend does, that's why I don't want you to get hurt, I know that for sure
I think you get it enough already, and if it's possible I don't want to add it more
Maybe next time I should probably be more careful with my pranks, jokes, and to whom I make fun with
It has been a lesson for me ever since I knew this
I can't and I don't want mention any name in this post but for whoever feels, you got it, aren't you?
I hope you understand this and hopefully we can still be friends as usual
We start as friends and I want to keep it that way as long as possible....
no awkwardness, no offense, and no harm done
anyway, come on look for another girl! there's plenty of 'em!
thanks for the understanding and I really really hope you read this

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Fri, 18 Sep 2009 13:38:00 -0700 >Officially 20! http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/officially-20 http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/officially-20 >
Happy Birthday to Meeee...!!!
as you all know I just turned 20
and all I wanna do is scream like this:


I'm Freaking 20 Now!!!

I reach at a point, well you know, when you were a kid you wish you are much older but when you are all grown up and older you wish you were still a kid or at least much younger than you are now. am I right?!

finally yeah finally... my age isn't started with number 1 any longer but now there's 2 in front of. I feel old, honestly...

but hey! despite thinking about age (it's just a number though), I think maturity doesn't depend on how old are you, but how you handle things in balance.

hopefully in this year, I will be better in every way that I should be.

Thanks to:
1. Jesus, He's my everything! and thank God for believe in me one more year to taste this life even more. I'm gonna keep Your light on, no matter what! Thanks so much for Your unconditional love.

2. Family: pa, ma, brothers. I know you will always accept me no matter what my condition is. yeah, all of you. I will be Wijaya's as always because I belong to this family, and thank you for that!

3. My big family: aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews. Though I'm not that close to you all but thanks for the love and pothers when we unite as one.

4. Friends: Bio 07, Petra (High, Junior, and Elementary School) which I can't mention one by one. thanks so much for helping me (a lot!) walking through days by days esp. the tough ones.
laugh, cry, giggles, anger, smiles, mad, craziness... I guess we've been sharing a lot more than we can realize.

5. All of them that have support and helped me so far, who I can't or forget to mention one by one. Thanks! =)

For all of the people that I already mentioned above, you know I love you. You are all the pieces that joint me! We got each other back for always... and thank you so so so much for the wishes!!! I'm happy and nothing can best describe my feeling now. God bless all! =)

Lotsa love,
the birthday girl,
Sabee

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p.s: I feel like an artist who got an award and then had to give speech in front of a lot people LOL

and thank you my fellow blogger Noemi Manalang for featuring me in her blog! =)

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Wed, 16 Sep 2009 11:34:00 -0700 >Can I Have These on My Birthday? http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/can-i-have-these-on-my-birthday http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/can-i-have-these-on-my-birthday >

1st row from left to right: beanie, biker's jacket, shouting t-shirt, plaid shirt, animal printed t-shirt, bracelets
2nd row from left to right: statement necklace, short (under), jeggings, ripped jeans, tie dye jeans, tie dye ripped jeans, other people's love letter (book)
3rd row from left to right: lace up sneakers, moccasin, brogue, cute flat shoes, bright sandals, LA Candy by Lauren Conrad (book), Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

please pay a notice everyone!
I'm gonna be freaking 20 in two days! should I scream or laugh happily??? LOL
so basically these are things that I want as my birthday presents but if you want to give any other presents that are not listed on it, you're so very welcome! go ahead...
it doesn't need to be branded, but it has to be cute! =)
I guess you have to take me along with you to buy things that need to be measured based on my body but it's not a hard thing to do right? LOL
I made this just so to make things easier for you all, who want to give me birthday presents

thanks so much before for paying a notice on this post! and for bigger image you can visit my polyvore page!

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Fri, 21 Aug 2009 10:06:00 -0700 >Unconscious-Conscious http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/unconscious-conscious http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/unconscious-conscious >First of all, please forgive me for the lack of updating because I'm frigging busy as hell with these university things, just so you know my schedule is a mess!
Talking about university... this afternoon I was struck by something that I haven't realized before
Are you sit comfortably? So, here's the story...
My academic adviser asked me what I wanna do for the research
Shocked and totally blank, that are things I felt at first
I was like waken up while I'm dreaming silently in my sleep
or maybe I was like stroke by a lightning thunder when I'm reading a book peacefully
seriously that's what I feel...
Everything goes unconsciously and when I'm aware I have to face this whole things that I have never been thinking about it even a bit
Plus some of my classmates work harder and busier than me, okay they're smarty pants but it's no excuse isn't it? They already knew what they are going to do for research
But me, look at me, seems like I even forget what is my first aim and what is my interest in learning Biotech
If someone ask me questions relate to that, I have to think times and times before I answer it
It's like my passion in Biotech is fading
I've been so relax doing my days in university, they're just routines for me
I learn if I have to, I'm doing nothing for the rest
Before this day I've never took this university thing that serious, I just go with the flow
Until today, O Gosh! I'm in my 5th semester now, one and half year more to graduate!
I really want to change, to make more effort in my university year so I can feel my tired later on
But how? How to get me right back on the track again? that is the problem...
Well, people says 'When there's a will there's a way" cliche, but I believe in it
One thing I know, my love for Biology will never ever fade
And thank so much God, you remind me from so early before it's too late =)

p.s: maybe I'm still carried away by the holiday mood, please come back my diligent mood!

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Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:41:00 -0700 >Yesterday and Today http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/yesterday-and-today http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/yesterday-and-today >Well, i guess i'm gonna spoil my weekend to you all, enjoy!
On Saturday... i went to Tanah Abang, yes Tanah Abang block A, it's the green building with the Moslem decoratives spread on it. It was like a struggle to go there, because it was raining a bit so me, my mum, and my dad had to step on the puddle which is the only way to get there. Ah, i was thinking it was a bad start though. Finally i arrived and walaaa... it was so hectic and crowded! But it didn't whit my spirit, my shopping spirit! lol... and to keep the story short, after went there and here i got 4 coll t-shirt and 1 Chloe bag. Sorry i don't have the pictures, maybe one day when a camera phone already back on my hand. Afterall, it was a thrill day although the start didn't go too good.

On Sunday, which is today, after went to Church my brothers and dad went to see somewhat called car exhibition at Kemayoran. Me and my mum chose part way because as women, we don't like and don't know anything about cars. So we both decided to go to Artha Gading Mall, we got in to Daiso, an all about Japanese store, everything costs only IDR 22.ooo and look what i've got there!

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a traditional Japanese toy, it's called Cup and Ball (i just knew it)
i fell in love at the first time so i decided to buy it for fun!
you think it's easy to join the ball on the cup? nah! you wrong! i tried it many times, not only me but my brothers and my dad too, believe me it's really really hard to do!

then we paid the things we wanted, took away J.Co fro-yo, and picked up my brothers and my dad at the same place we arrived at first.

End of The Days

p.s: pic above is not really my Cup and Ball but the one i have is pretty much like it, the color is as the same as the pic!

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Tue, 07 Jul 2009 08:58:00 -0700 >Made a Promise http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/made-a-promise http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/made-a-promise >yesterday, because of one thing and another (sorry can't tell you here, it's a sensitive thing)
i made a promise to myself in front of God that
i would never put my parents under pressure or suffer
i would make them always happy for the rest of their life
i would do my best to help them going through anything in the future (when i'm settled)

well, have you guys ever heard this proverb "If a parents is rich, a child will be served like a king but if a child is rich, a parents will be forgotten" you see what i'm saying? more or less the meaning is like that.
seeing a grown up child who can earn he's own money and then talk in a rude way to his parents, when they need his help in financial
i know what they feel inside, they're being under pressured but their love to him beat it all
it hurts my heart and make me kinda agree with that proverb
how can a child can talk in that impolitic way to its own parents?
listen, without them, you wouldn't be here now!
they have grown you up nicely so far, giving you birth by the sweat of her brow, pay your school, university, your toys, fulfill anything you want even it's useless in the end, and always proud of us whatever we do or we've done
we couldn't choose where we want to be born but i'm sure our parents now are the best that God has given to us, that's the fact!
remember those sacrifices that my parents have done until now get me touched and made me realize all i have to do is fight for their happiness and throw away what makes them feeling down
that's why i made a promise to myself as i wrote above
and hopefully i can keep my promise until i'm settled one day
i believe with God's help i can fulfill it and prove it to everyone
that your parents are worth to fight for, to be happy for, and to be loved for
maybe it's one thing called maturation process in life =)
love you, Mom and Dad!

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Sat, 23 May 2009 11:18:00 -0700 >Marbella-Anyer Trip http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/marbella-anyer-trip http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/marbella-anyer-trip >
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above are few of my favorite photos from few days ago trip
it was so fun having a journey with my beloved friends!!
i'll keep update it with some new photos, if there's any
and of course with full story from the trip starts until each of us arrived back home
well, if i'm not too lazy to do it haha
so enjoy!!

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Wed, 13 May 2009 14:17:00 -0700 >4 Days http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/4-days http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/4-days >It's not because my computer is down or error
but it was all because the stressful final tests
i was struggling for them all, just so i could get a good mark
well, they are not finished anyway but the 3 hardest of all are gone
let me tell ya how does it is like away from my computer for 4 days
no facebook-ing, results in a lot of notifications, updates, friend requests and so on
no twittering, the tweets from people i follow is unbearable, i couldn't check it one by one
no blog updating, well it's been 2 weeks! sorry readers
no just jared checking, i'm not so up to date, lame!
last, no email checking,which made 331 unread emails stayed in my inbox
most of them are unimportant, blah...
my oh my, how about my final tests journey???
i cheated a lot on today test
feel bad about it, sorry God, i never ever meant to do it
but what else can i do? i was blinded by its value, 4 sks
so i did every way, bad or good, to get a good mark on it
and i just shocked
i got 21, real 21, on my lab work Microbio test
i thought i did answer all of the questions correctly
but hey, i really have no idea why on earth i could get that "cinema" score
anyway, i don't ever really think about it much
i guess i've been numb, maybe it will do any good for me, i'm not pretend it
that's exactly what i do feel recently
what can i learn from all of these??
i'm getting ready for 3 months holiday!!! haha
i make list of dvd and books that i'm going to buy to spend my holiday
i guess it will be a little bit boring
i'm planning to do a part time job, but i've no idea where and how, let's just see
well, it's better than no holiday at all, isn't it???
i always loveee holiday, well who doesn't?!
but before that, i need to finish these damn final tests up!
2 more, baby!! just be patient bee!
last. i'm surely still and always praying for the best
and let God do some works, especially on my marks
ciao!

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Sat, 18 Apr 2009 17:24:00 -0700 >Vomit-Talking Kind Of Boy http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/vomit-talking-kind-of-boy http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/vomit-talking-kind-of-boy >The occurrence between me and that boy
inspired me to write this
you know
there's many type of boys like bad boys, metro sexual boys, nerdy boys, and so on
but i'm in hatred with this type of boys the one who insensitive with words
he is cursing, talking rude to girls, without any guilty feeling, without think about it first
he just throw it up, as if a vomit
i got it tonight
he call me a seducer or a girl who love to flirt to him at facebook
can you imagine that? i mean, that's a PUBLIC social networking
okay i admit i love to make him head over heels coz of something that i speak about
but it's not a flirting
it's just a joke
why he can't get it??? why he get it wrong???
because i do talk about that to boys but none of them take that as him
you know, claim it as a flirt
o gosh! just so you know, if i wanna do it, i can do it much better, and one thing for sure
the boy is definitely not YOU! i'm still normal and i know a lot of boys out there who is way much more good looking and better behave than YOU!!!
well, based on my experience
it often happens to a single boy especially the geek one which means live in his own world (almost get autism) and afraid of girls...
so my advice to you is get a girlfriend as soon as possible
then you will experience how good is a life can be

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Wed, 15 Apr 2009 10:17:00 -0700 >Having a Vampire Boyfriend??? http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/having-a-vampire-boyfriend http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/having-a-vampire-boyfriend >Plus (+) :
1. can sense you wherever you are
2. he doesn't need to eat (less money wasted)
3. never get old (which is always good to see)
4. very strong
5. impossibly fast
6. can tell you story from the past, like what happened in a decade ago
7. hypnotizes
8. rich (because he has been looking for money for a long time)

Minus (-):
1. his heart doesn't beat
2. extremely pale
3. cold
4. can't go out at day (when the sun still up), unless you want him to get burn to flame
5. people will think you are weird because only rare people want to date vampire

i don't know anymore
it's kinda like brainstorming isn't it??? haha
i combined the plus minus from Twilight and True Blood, two great movies which has vampire in it...
well, it's just for fun after all!
and if you have any idea to add the plus or minus, don't hesitate to speak up...
because i only found few of them, enjoy! hehe

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Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:20:00 -0700 >Parents Daughter Thing http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/parents-daughter-thing http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/parents-daughter-thing >here we go
they were arguing, wondering, n' of course talking about thing that for me is useless
guess what??
"how come an almost 20-year old girl like me, don't have anyone to date with" (a.k.a a boyfriend)
just so you know, this has been a subject since yesterday, the only one subject that they will never get bored
a subject that bother me n' i never really so comfortable to talk about
it's like you know too personal n' i don't get use to talk about it to my own parents
because i believe, they even never have taught me and my bros how to tell about this damn thingy to them
maybe i'm good at every subjects to talk about unless this one
i'm sure i will be more comfy to talk about boys with any other girl in my age
owww, mum dad sorry to tell ya but i know what i'm talking about
i admit some of my friends know me more than the way you both know me
i'm not trying to hide something from you (well, actually i'm hiding a lot of things)
but it's just... you know everybody has their own secret, hm something that nobody knows
i do have it... n' i want to keep it in that way
hope you understand...
but don't tell me you both long for some grandchildren
hellowwww??? i have brother, 2... just go get and talk to them
then why they are so hurry to see me have a boyfriend???
shoot!!! why don't they provide me with the best stuffs ever???
so i can attract boys easily
or maybe i need to be a kinda way of slut type of girl to attract boys?? nah, that's not me!!
okay, i admit i've been way too picky for boys without look myself in the mirror
but can't i just search and get the best one for me??? i hope i deserve it
o gosh, i wish i had a telepathy ability just so i can read people's mind
like you know Sookie Stackhouse in Trueblood or the cops guy in Heroes who i forgot the name
of course with a control on that
well, i guess i'm blabbering too much already
so i better end it up here...

before i signed out
i want to know that do you ever have thing like this???
i mean, do you have any nosy parents who love asking you about boy and stuffs???
i'd like to see your opinion, comment, suggest, or anything

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Wed, 01 Apr 2009 16:08:00 -0700 >Late Midnight Note http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/late-midnight-note http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/late-midnight-note >i don't know what's wrong with me
but i do feel like i'm lost
it's like something missing
and i don't know what i've become
i lost my excitement feeling, empty inside
it's not like i'm gonna cry or something
but something different, something that's not me occure inside me
i feel insecure when i'm around
i'm getting lazier every each day
i ignore my final assignments (well, everybody does)
i guess, i'm destroying myself and change to somebody else
is it what they called maturation process???
it's like some unknown big power taking control of me
i do my routine as usual... sleep late, go to uni, checked fb, blogging, watch dvds, and so on
maybe i'm depressed due to a bunch of assignments
or worse i'm stressed out because of my boring routine
or do i need a somewhat therapist to get me back to normal, i deny that for sure
at least one thing i know, i'm not crazy, no not yet
don't say i'm alone and i need a boyfriend, nah that's cliche
well, does anyone know what's going on with me???
and please tell me if i change to somebody else...
i really have no idea with all of it
as if i'm standing on the edge of a cliff, i don't know when i'm gonna be exhausted and fall down
as if i'm floating in the air, not standing on the ground with my two legs anymore
what happen to me, guys???
i need someone to tell me, that's not you anymore, you change, or anything you want to say, whatever. don't ever hesitate that...
i wished i could see myself in other's eye, other's point of view
and i promise i will fix things up
but of course you should tell me first
because i'm clueless to the core about myself

p.s: i'm happy to see Nate and Blair back together at GG episode 19, which i just watched =)

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Sun, 22 Mar 2009 11:39:00 -0700 >Sunday's Preach http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/sundays-preach http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/sundays-preach >http://www.youtube.com/get_player

video title: Father's Love Letter
today's preach topic is The Loving God
which you can see that in this video
my priest presented it in this morning
and almost everybody cried, well i do every single time i watch it
it's the fact that touches me, deep down in my heart
maybe sometimes people (including me) are too busy to realize that...
"do with all your heart, or it will be meaningless, because God love us with all His heart"
no doubt about it!!!
actually i have seen this one in an webpage format not in a video like above
and yea, it increases the touchable meaning behind it...
everytime i'm down or in trouble, i look at it, for sure...

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