Something That's Me http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com I want it to be Immortelle posterous.com Fri, 25 Jun 2010 15:31:00 -0700 >It's Been A Year http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/its-been-a-year http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/its-been-a-year >
Yea, today is exactly a year of Michael Jackson's death
You can see on my previous posts (not long after he died), I was so devastated and saddened when it happened
I even made a label for him on my blog! (if you haven't noticed it so far)
But now, I can let it go even though I still can't believe it O.o
One thing for sure, he will be remembered for ever in my heart like all of his fans do

So, now I'm gonna share to you all what I've got on my email:

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Just read and follow the rule please
Spread the word, make it happen for one million tribute to MJ
Because No one will ever fill his shoes

Together we will cry happy tears =')
Thanks guys!

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Wed, 04 Nov 2009 12:35:00 -0800 >This Is It http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/this-is-it http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/this-is-it >
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oh, blame my phone camera! but you guys still can see it, right?
I did my promise, anyway... =D

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another proof

Finally, yea finally I watched This Is It!!! I know, I'm kinda late but better late than nothing right?!
I'm sooo excited during the movie, I couldn't stop mouthing the song and tapping my feet to the beat. I even moving my hip a bit!
this film is totally beyond words!
not only the rehearsal and the concert that you can enjoy from it but also MJ in person
he's like... so perfectionist and so details! everything has to be fit to exactly what he wants to give the best last concert for his fans
he is someone that...you know, knows what he wants and what he is doing
MJ's a sweet and really nice guy, though I don't know him in person, but he's like always saying God bless you and Love, L O V E...
sadly I can see he is getting weaker as he gets older, physically but still he holds the best from the best voices of all time
Kenny Ortega is really a helpful yet amazing director, he serves MJ like MJ is the real "king"
Kenny always ask question like "is this what you want? or is this okay with you?"
I feel Kenny really want to do the best for MJ's concert, it truly reflects from his work so far
not only Kenny Ortega but also the dancers, the crews, the backup vocal, and the band
o yeah, Orianthi Panagaris, the guitarist is COOL! way too cool for a 24 year old girl, she rocks!
you can see in the audition scenes there's like a thousand dancers who flew across country, just wanna be a backup dancer for MJ so badly
WOW! I believe MJ and the crew pick the best, because they're so energetic and they can follow MJ moves perfectly
salute for them!
I know I am not as lucky as them but I feel blessed to live in this era so I can get a chance to see a truly genius artist like him, to enjoy his masterpieces, and even to watch a film like this
if I can sum it up, I'd say GREAT AMAZING WONDERFUL memoir of MJ
great moves, great songs, great personality, great rehearsal, plus I can't imagine if this concert really happened it must be the best comeback concert of all time!

watching this film makes me wanna go back on to the dance floor again, doing modern dance and expressing myself
hopefully one day I can make it to reality by saying one of the reason I go back dance again is just because Michael Jackson...

I can say I will feel regret if I miss this movie, believe me! WOW just WOW!

and remember like MJ has always said, spread the LOVE to anyone and even to the earth always!

and I'm gonna share you few scenes from This Is It:

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you can see from picture above, MJ's already wearing pointy shoulder blazer, which is HIP in fashion right now
hm, he always few steps more than the world has
OMG!

pssst... you know what, first thing that pop out in my mind while watching is what am I gonna write on my post about this film! LOL

don't forget to drop a comment or some before you leave! thanks for reading! =)

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Sat, 12 Sep 2009 16:10:00 -0700 >MJ "This Is It" http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/mj-this-is-it http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/mj-this-is-it >
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what a great movie poster, rite? I'm amazed!
I just know that it will be realized in a movie
I don't know what is it all about but let's see then...
and I love the slogan "Like You've Never Seen Him Before", cool!!

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Sat, 05 Sep 2009 09:58:00 -0700 >MJ's Final Rest http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/mjs-final-rest http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/mjs-final-rest >
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brothers waiting for his casket
look at around! what a beautiful scenery!

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The gold casket with pillars and flowers surround
pretty! as you can see the crown was put on the flowers by Paris, it's so tiny here
but that is the most touching time, admit people who attended the funeral

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brothers and sisters sitting back solemnly

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Prince and Papa Joe Jackson

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Macaulay Culkin and Mila Kunis

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his best friend: Elizabeth Taylor

finally yeah finally MJ's put on rest!
this funeral took place at Glendale Forest Lawn Memorial Park on Thursday (September 3)
maybe this is the best funeral ever exist, I guess. Just see the scenery surround, you'll be amazed!
As you can see photos above family and some friends are attending, well of course!
even his ex wife Lisa Marie Presley, came.
I hope this funeral will be dismissed all of people belief that MJ's still alive.
One thing I know and believe he's now moonwalking above there, on the most beautiful place that he deserves.
Okay, I've to stop right now, or else I'd burst into tears again.
I still remember it clearly times I cry for him, especially when I see his public memorial service back then at July 7, it takes a week for me to forget it all.
It was totally a heart-breaking moment!
I just wanna say:
Goodbye Michael!
You will be live on forever in my and everyone's heart
Keep doing the amazing work above there!

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Thu, 13 Aug 2009 12:18:00 -0700 >One More MJ's Tribute http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/one-more-mjs-tribute http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/one-more-mjs-tribute >
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The King Of Pop

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Don't Stop 'Til You Get Enough

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Who's Bad?

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P.Y.T

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Thriller Night

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She Says I Am The One

Agyness Deyn for Harper's Bazaar September 2009, more about this photo shoot click here

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Fri, 10 Jul 2009 09:27:00 -0700 >Fashion to MJ Tribute http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/fashion-to-mj-tribute http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/fashion-to-mj-tribute >
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Beat It Right & Rock With You

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Man In The Mirror & Ain't No Sunshine

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Smooth Criminal & Billie Jean

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Black or White & Bad

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Scream & Thriller

i got them from this
Grazia magazine really did a great job!
it really is look alike a stylish girl version of MJ
and i'm loving it! i wish i could have one of those though

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Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:15:00 -0700 >Farewell MJ http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/farewell-mj http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/farewell-mj >
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the luxurious casket layered by 14 carat gold and blue velvet inside


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Jackson brothers all wearing the same sequin gloves
from left to right: Randy, Tito, Marlon, Jackie, and Jermaine


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ex-girlfriend, Brooke Shields giving speech
mostly about their dating time when they were a couple
listening to this obviously get my heart touched!


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"Smiles though your heart is aching"
what a motivational lines!


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Usher singing Gone Too Soon


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Usher can't keep his commotion anymore and then he bursts into tears
he touched me either with his voice and reaction


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Jennifer Hudson singing Will You Be There, so powerful!


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they got his back, hugging, being a strength and a shoulder to each other
what a solid family!


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Paris hug her uncle, Marlon after he gave emotional speech about Jacko


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and this one is the most touching part of the MJ's Memorial
Paris giving sad speech in sob and tears
"I just want to say, ever since i was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine and i just want to say, i love you so much"
listening to those emotional words breaks my heart, it might be the most saddened moment that i have ever seen in my life


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every time i remember or see this part i shed my tears
and it's not one or two drips but a lot
i have watched this Public Memorial 4 times, and i cried 4 times either


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Paris bursts into tears and turning to the arms of her aunt, Janet
it's so painful yet touching to see! it's like nobody could feel what she felt inside
loss, miss, sad, all at once

In our darkest hour
In my deepest despair
Will you still care?
Will you be there?
In my trials
And my tribulations
Through our doubts
And frustrations
In my violence
In my turbulence
Through my fear
And my confessions
In my anguish and my pain
Through my joy and my sorrow
In the promise of tomorrow
I'll never let you part
For you're always in my heart
(Will You Be There - MJ)
appeared on the wide screen on top of the stage behind Jennifer Hudson while she was singing the song

that farewell was the most watched Public Memorial that have ever seen on TV!
it was truly a heart-breaking moment and every normal person who watch this cries, i do, and i did it a lot!
well, you said This Is It but This Is not It Michael...
i wouldn't ever say goodbye to you, because it's not the end, the most wonderful part is even started...
he will live in my heart forever (i'll keep saying that to myself many times because i know deep down in my heart he is in a better place right now)
sometimes these thoughts are floating in my mind "Why an amazing, incredibly talented, an icon, King of Pop, has gone too soon? Why God take him so early when everybody were waiting for him to come back?" i'm just running out of thoughts and maybe this would be the best answer "God has done the best by taking him back to home in His side besides letting him still suffer in this cruel world, God is not mean, and God never wrong"
i'll remember you as the most genuine, humble, pure, nice, and down to earth person that has ever lived on Earth, not the one who lived a live full of controversial.
Though i haven't got a chance to see you. i guess i will never have
but your close friends, your family, your fans say that and i do believe them
other people should agree with this instead making silly and stupid rumors about you out there! it's just nonsense! can't them let you rest in peace?! o, gosh!
when i know that he'll be buried brainless, it's like "what?! those people are insane! he's dead and now his brain is taken from him." but i'm sure it's the best for him and his closest people around
let the truth be revealed soon!
there are outspokened of tears that i have shed for you
it's like "O, gosh! i'm afraid i would running out of tears and then my eyes got swollen"
at those times, seems like there is no right word can describes my feeling best
but i know i can't keep doing like this, i have to move on, and spread the joy and love that you have brought to us from times through times
i'm running out of words but all that i want to say is
i'm glad that i'm not late to enjoy your amazing talent as an artist
most of all, i still got a chance to be your fans!
i want to thank God for you and for those chances... =)
my heart goes to his children and his family as always
last, thank you so much for everything Jacko... you'll never be forgotten


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Sat, 04 Jul 2009 09:26:00 -0700 >Take a Peep at Neverland http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/take-a-peep-at-neverland http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/take-a-peep-at-neverland >
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the front gate

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the main house, look how pretty those flowers are!

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the litograph of MJ with children at front gate

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watch out guys, children at play! cool sign isn't it?!

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one of the carousel horses, the sad one. it said every each horses are uniquely designed

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the Ferris wheel

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the wave swinger

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the zipper

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the train station

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the train

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the bumper car

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military jackets of Jacko

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MJ's crown

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Michael's personalized chess game

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the painting and the statue of Michael's the King

those all, well not all of the inside of Neverland Ranch and some of his one of a kind things, specially designed and made for the King of Pop
they are superb! and i wish i could pay a visit to that beautiful yet amazing ranch one day
yeah, maybe some day i get a chance to play all of the arcades in Neverland.
it's absolutely everybody's dream to go there!
for more sight-seeing about Neverland and his personalized things, click here and here
you'll be amazed!

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Tue, 30 Jun 2009 10:00:00 -0700 >It's Been Like Almost A Week http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/its-been-like-almost-a-week http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/its-been-like-almost-a-week >I guess my sadness of MJ's death started to heal. The news help me get through with these, thanks to the media!
I think i'm gonna believe what i know now.
Seeing n letting him stay alive was just too painful with all of the burdens that he had to carry on his shoulders.
He has done the best for his fans worldwide for like years.
Maybe 25 June 2009, was the right time for him to leave this cruel world.
God has done His job at the right time and place, God would never ever be wrong and thank God for that!
And i 'm sure he from above doesn't want to see all of his fans keep crying n mourning for his death, he wants us to let him go peacefully, be happy after all, and just keep the faith that he's in a better place right now.
I know it's hard but it happened and i have to move on at least that's what i keep saying to myself. Of course, you guys can do that either!
Until one day, i would stand up and be tough for him again, i know it will happen as soon as possible
There would be many more upcoming news, bad or good related to his death
All we have to do is just believe to what our heart says besides the really reliable sources
He might can't be seen again but his amazing voice, his songs, and his nice personality will stay in everyone's heart and mind forever
He might have gone but it doesn't mean he is forgotten
Whether you agree with me or not i hope i don't offense anyone with my words. well, it's just my opinion though...
Let's smile again for him, so he can see from above we always happy for what he had done in his life
Last, i hope, everybody hopes the truth behind this tragedy will be revealed soon
My prayer goes to his family, especially his 3 little children.

Love you always, Jacko

this Wiki article help me erase my sadness, click here pay notice to Health section

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Sun, 28 Jun 2009 18:00:00 -0700 >To The King Of Pop http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/to-the-king-of-pop http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/to-the-king-of-pop >Dear Jacko,
You love your fans until you Don't Stop 'til You Get Enough
We always Rock with You every time we listen to you
We don't mind Workin' Day and Night just to get a chance to see you live
Once you said It's the Falling in Love to Lisa Marie Presley
But two years later you tell us She's Out of My Life
You didn't give up until that and then you Wanna Be Startin' Somethin new in relationship
You met Debora Rowe, she became your Girlfriend and you said The Girl is Mine
Yea, once again you Beat It, the love story Off The Wall
The next story you remain Just Good Friends with two women that were matter the most in your life
The Way You Make Me Feel makes me want to Get on The Floor
You were like Man in The Mirror, can be seen but can't be touched
I would admit that I did Smooth Criminal by accusing you without knowing the truth
That's why we were all look like Billie Jean and Dirty Diana
Whereas all you ever wanted to do is Heal The World
You never mind about Black or White, we are all the same in your eyes
Your love to earth can't be measured by singing the Earth Song, it's much more than that
And suddenly you started to feel like Stranger in Moscow
You think that They Don't Care About Us
Your traumatic times at Childhood, makes you feel lonely
In fact, You Are Not Alone, never
We always Smile with you, here
We wanted to say that I'll Be There always, for you Michael
But you didn't ever know that and it became even Bad
You were getting more Dangerous
Your Human Nature won't let you live your life any second more
Maybe you feel like you lived In The Closet, it was Jam
Maybe you often ask to yourself Why You Wanna Trip on Me
When you asked Who Is It to yourself, it's too late already
Right now you are HIStory
I Scream, everybody Scream why did you Gone too Soon?
The world Cry and mourn, because there would never be another like you
Now we have to continue your will, Come Together as a united
We have to Keep the Faith because at This Time Around might be the hardest time for us
I will always Remember The Time, times when you performed amazingly on stages
Your life might be a Thriller and Another Part of Me won't believe it
but I know I Just Can't Stop Loving You, you will live in my heart for eternity

This poem is dedicated to

The Late Michael Jackson

1958-2009

Hope you can read it from Above, Jacko...

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I love him more like this, before he did all of the plastic surgeries

p.s: this poem are arranged from MJ's songs, not all, just the most well known

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Sat, 27 Jun 2009 09:31:00 -0700 >Words For Jacko http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/words-for-jacko http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/words-for-jacko >I shed tears for the R.I.P legendary King of Pop, Michael Jackson
at time i realized i love him, that's the time I knew he is already gone forever
i feel lost just like his other fans in the entire world
his journey of live really touches me to the core
from the poor family he grew up, together with his 4 older brothers, grouped a band Jackson 5
he kept doing what he like, singing, dancing, then he became a solo singer liberated from his brothers
until he, as we've known for years, got more successful, won Grammy Awards many of them, and became a King of Pop, an icon! he was the first one who present the music video at MTV, without him there wouldn't be so-called music video like now
he has huge outnumbered fans world wide, he is getting richer and richer
but every good things doesn't come alone, right?
there always bad things go along with them
like a bird out from its nest, Jacko spend a lot of money to buy everything that he can afford
maybe million or even billion dollar spent in a day
until one day problems come to him
he diagnosed with skin disorder, Vitiligo and some others ill
he was accused with child sexual abuse
his marriages with LMP, said just for publicity stunt
and finally he got feuds and bankrupt
he needed to sell his Neverland and copy wright of his albums
he started to consume pain killers, be a junkie, and alcoholic

it's just a little story that i can tell about him

besides his controversial life
some his Holywood friends say that actually he's fragile, alone, and still like a child
maybe that's why he built Neverland with Peterpan, a cartoon character that never want to get old, as a mascot
it's like the accusation not enough for him, plus the diseases that he suffered, he get stressed out and depressed. he started using pain killers
seeing the news about him and his life
makes me even get sadder
i'm wondering "what has he been done? what are his sin, actually? until he needed to carry such a big burden on his shoulders?"
i think, he doesn't deserves all of that
yea, maybe he altered his face with some plastic surgeries
he's still act like a child, wasting money until at some point he bankrupt
but that's what he is... Michael Jackson! it's not even his fault
he's a good father and he even did a lot of charities, though
he deserves a good life like any of us
he might be very confidence on stage but deep inside he is alone and fragile
for such a normal guy, it's impossible to live a life like that everyday

well unlucky me, i haven't seen him directly in live concert
i guess it would never be happened
but i'm happy he is in a better place right now
God did a right action (He never get any wrong, actually) by "called" him early
i know me and other fans of him world wide like to shout this:

Why won't you wake up
I keep asking why
Now you're gone
Somewhere you're not coming back
The day you passed away
Was the day we found it won't be the same
We miss you
Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne (with some changes)

i don't know why everytime i hear one of his songs, You Are Not Alone i get sad and then my tears drop. That song are really special to me! it has a deep meaning...
and yea, Jacko you'll be missed
you're slipped away
but i'm sure your songs will be live in forever
your beautiful voice will be remembered always
his story can be a good lesson for us if we, ourselves can see the good points from that thing
wanna read Lisa Marie Presley's blog about his ex-husband? right from her Mypace click this
you can see how desperately was she to bring him back

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Fri, 26 Jun 2009 15:11:00 -0700 >A Tribute To Michael Jackson http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/a-tribute-to-michael-jackson http://sabrinariawijaya.posterous.com/a-tribute-to-michael-jackson >
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R.I.P
Michael Jackson
1958-2009
died of: Cardiac arrest
caused: remained unknown

The world is mourning because we has lost the King of Pop, a legend, an historic icon, the greatest dancer, and the moonwalker that ever lived. A lot of people moan about this lost. Besides his controversial life and his sudden death, it's said he was humble, caring, and a good father. He took very much humanity action and did a lot of charities. I do salute to him. For me, no one can't ever change him in any kind of way. I'm the one of his fans, his songs are amazing, admire them so much! Though i only have heard few of them... from Thriller, Smooth Criminal. Black or White, Heal The World, You Are Not Alone, Will You Be There, and so on. Especially his moonwalk!
they will always be my lifetime favourite
the more i remember him, the more i get sad
remembering that there would no one in this world like him ever again
Goodbye Michael Jackson, may you rest in peace
You've been through a lot in this journey of life, you survived, and you did it in a great way
You may be not seen anymore but you are truly amazing person!
You will always be remained forever in everyone's heart as a remarkable figure
You will be missed, Jacko...

for more info about his life journey, click here
my posting doesn't enough, see the celebs responds, in this and this
enjoy his Top Ten songs, click please

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